Sunday, July 17, 2005

Closing

anyway.im closing this blog .enough of this bullshit for ALL to see.
i dont really care abt who reads it ,but im sick of typing them i guess.i'd rather write my feelings out the old fashioned way so..yeap.byebye e-scrapbook

Posted by Sshree at 4:42 PM 4 comments

numb

Right now i jus feel numb
so numb that i dont want to think anymore
so numb dat i dont even want to cry
if i do...i'll jus go mad.
or maybe i'll still go mad if i didnt cry..
im sick of figuring things out.
i want to run away from everything.
it jus sounds sooo easy you know?
my mom thinks goin on an exile is running away.i dont think so

Posted by Sshree at 4:34 PM 2 comments

Sunday, July 10, 2005

In the event of my demise



In the event of my demise

When my heart can beat no more

I hope I die 4 a principle

Or a belief that I have lived 4

I will die before my time

Because I feel the shadow’s depth

So much I wanted 2 accomplish

Before I reached my death

I have come to grips with the possibility

And wiped the last tear from my eyes

I loved all who were positive

In the event of my demise





"There's gonna be some stuff u gonna see that's gonna make it hard To smile
in the future, but through whatever you see, Through all the rain and all the
pain, you gotta keep your sense of humor. You gotta be able to smile through all
this bullsh*t"


"If God wanted me to be quiet he would've never showed
me what he does."

-tupac -


mad respectttts!



there are two type of categories people can be classified into.




the #2 -People who try hard to fit themselves with their life,The types who are satisfied with how life flows for them.category people,are diligent in being a good citizen of this earth.and try to keep with the currents of the river . struggle through and try to reach the other end safely out to the ocean.They never think of struggling back thru the currents to get where THEY want in life.


# 1- people who take everyway possible to take Control of their life.
this #1s score the most and be #1 in watever they do.
i admire people who are in the #1 category.they Make the chanels in the river called life,they make the routes and they make the ruffles in that river. and they decide whether to end it or let it flow forever,like 2pac ...living his legacy even after his"death". which i definetly refuse to believe dat hes dead.

Posted by Sshree at 8:36 PM 1 comments

Saturday, July 09, 2005

a love lettar


When i waant to see you face i shut min
When i waant to see you face i shut mine eyes, and i feel like i am get Axed by your appa.Since you look pretty like Simran statue i want stare you eyes,i dont care even to get axed on spine by your appa.Since you cheweet and worth every ruppie like portello,that is just why i lov too much you and dont know cow to explain. when i follow you or call you kundred time and kang up why not you say one time hello,i dont stop karassing you until you feel mine pain.
I dont meant to smell like a paruppu and fish currySo give me one time break and come a little bit closerI want to daste and kiss you like my ammas chicken curry So i ask one more time please stand closerI know i did stupid and show off with souped up 88 camary but it is all just to get you my darling to come closer
I like getting into very deep love,please take my hand and be togather forever with me.I wont go if i find better love,i know since i tamil you do not beilve me.I will protect you like the tiger,and love you like the rabbits. For you amma i will act and be bramin iyer,and say bi bi to my naughty habbits.
I will buy house on mountain,and i will try not be no more possive.and i dont no more peak thrugh you curtain,i will try to be understanding and not be abusive.i am knowing i love you for cetrtain,i no take you granted and be more attentive.
I have strong hearti wont no more talk about past it not important when you are apartso please come to me fasti take care of you like artand i will tell my mom not to worry about cast

please my dumpling darling .. come be my kesari

:) cute and hilarious

Posted by Sshree at 12:03 AM 2 comments

Friday, July 08, 2005

the Dictionary of women n men

GIRLS DICTIONARY:
Yes = No
No = Yes
May-b = No
"It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now!
" Do what u want" = You'll pay 4 this later!
We need to talk" = I need to bitch.
"Sure......Go ahead" = I don't want you too.
" I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, u stupid moron!
" How much do u love me?" = I did something today your not goin' like me 4.
"Is my butt fat?" = Tell me i'm beautiful.
" You have to learn to communicate!" = Just agree with me.
" Are you listening to me?" = Too late, you're dead!

GUY'S DICTIONARY:

" I'm hungry" = I'm hungry
" I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy
" I'm tired " - I'm tired
" Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I take you to dinner?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
" May I have this dance?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you.
"Nice dress" = Nice cleavage.
" You look tensed, let me give you a massage" = I want to fondle you.
" What's wrong? " = What meaningless self inflicted pshychological trauma are you going through now?
" What's wrong?" = I guess sex tonight is out of the question.
"I'm bored" = Do you want to have sex?
" I love you" = Let's have sex right now.
" I love you too" = Okay i said it we'd better have sex now!
" Let's talk" = I am tryin' to impress you by shown that I'm a deep person and maybe then you'd like to have sex with me!
" Will you marry me?" = I want to make it illegel 4 you to have sex with other guys.

Posted by Sshree at 11:51 PM 1 comments

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

anyway
Im really digging georgette sarees these days!


$63.00 @http://shopping.bhaskar.com/
$70.00
$125.00

Posted by Sshree at 11:46 AM 1 comments

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Fate

At one point of our lives we would have encountered a situation where we question Fate. Especially at times when circumstances point to the only direction ;the unexplained .
Often we categorize fate with dreams and possibly unexpected meeting with certain people.

like how I met this friend of mine from australia. And how i feel abt Him'.

maybe everything does have an explanation ,jus that we dont tend to see it forefront.


Like sometimes my negative traits can really hurt a person so much,even if i like it or not. Most of them times i cant help the way i handle things.

And i Only feel the effects of this after the damage is done.

I make my life Complicated for myself and Repent over it after.
I guess Thats classified as life.
*LOL*
I wonder How many times over and over ive discussed this.

Posted by Sshree at 2:09 PM 1 comments

Saturday, July 02, 2005

my Today's Forecast

Today's Forecast

You've had a guardian angel for some time now -- someone who's been watching over you from behind the scenes, making sure that absolutely nothing happens to you that shouldn't. Prepare to meet that guardian.


The Bottom Line

Yep, you'll finally start finishing up all those projects you began ages ago.
In Detail

Ever see the movie 'City of Angels?' The idea behind it is that there's a whole legion of angels with us at all times, all of whom are right there by our sides every time a difficult or taxing situation comes up. They invisibly hold our hands, silently offer us words of comfort and make decisions that would be too tough for us to handle alone. Don't be surprised if you feel the presence of a benevolent guardian today.


*shocked*
and the plot thickens...

Posted by Sshree at 11:22 PM 1 comments

Friday, July 01, 2005

i really hate blogging these days.. one thing is dat i fergot the purpose to why i blog .
two - no time to think. hehe ive been shopping and going out like nobody's business:) keke.

ive never cared what people think of me.why shld i let anyone now?


you wud think this is all arrogance speaking.
people jus misjudge me most of the time.
they always tend to misinterpret pride for arrogance .
so it isnt really my fault. i make mistakes at the worst points of my life.
life is so unpredictable for me dat i even stopped trying to figure it out.
have you had a situation where someone comes up to you and says
"you are not perfect!"
which is quite rhetorical .
cos i happened to have already establish dat for a fact smartass.


and what's this hoohaa abt getting attracted to good-looking people?
attraction comes from personality .
looks jus merely covers the character up in a wrapping paper of different sorts .
when are we going to stop drooling over the size of the present and
how nicely its wrapped up than the actual "thought of the gift" itself?




Posted by Sshree at 10:44 PM 0 comments

my friends

never blogged abt my crappers.so hear yee hear yee
i dun really have a particular group dat i leech with,
in my opinion spending time one on one is so much better than a group meeting.
dont find group chillin much fun.
i personaly find a group of pple chilling together as lazy people being together.
the so-called Slackers.
ofcourse unless you have a group Activity together now That is wat im talkin abt.
instead i seem to have smaller groups of friends from diff sectors in my life.
:) hehee it would be really interesting if all cud meet each other.


the School gang

which is subdivided to indians and non indians.
and further divided ..i'd rather not be too elaborate.

then the solos from secondary school days aka also my besties
one dont know each other or prolly dont knw i still keep in touch with them

the drama crew *whom i adore and are interconnected

the micellaneous (includes people i meet unexpectedly )


then my sisters circle who are interconnected to my other separate friends

and then the unknown but close online friends (these pple might be pyschos but i take my chance with them mostly)


some friends who i loose contact with or due to unfortunate circumstances miss them ..

phew.. there u have it. categorized friends. wherever they are from.they have one thing in common. they make great bitch partners or crap partners .:0) love you all Mwahz


Posted by Sshree at 10:14 PM 0 comments