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An 8yr ex-bestfriend convo
scenario1:
shi----:dei im truely sorry that i hurt ya e truth is even though i got a boyfriend u always mean alot 2 me n u were never replaced u will always be ma bestfriend i dun wana fight with u anymore cos its jus upsetting me more im genuinely sorry will you forgive me?

previous me: okayy..but only if you promise never to do it again!
*process repeats*

scenario 2:
shi----:dei im truely sorry that i hurt ya e truth is even though i got a boyfriend u always mean alot 2 me n u were never replaced u will always be ma bestfriend i dun wana fight with u anymore cos its jus upsetting me more im genuinely sorry will you forgive me?

me:im sorry dei i lost the trust i had in a lotta pple who mattered to me before.i'll still be ure fren but i dun think i can be the same anymore.*i wud be lying if i did say i'll be e same*.things already changed .maybe it wasnt you i think it was me who changed i guess.


How can a glass be together again after its already been broken into a million pieces?how can someone actually think that everything wud be jus the way it was after a promise gets broken? maybe some pple take things like this as cheap,petty ,stupid behaviour. i only find it hurting dat they cud think u can cover up how much u got hurt and jus be normal for their sake of feeling bad .its like saying u dont need therapy after an accident! well im sorry im not a machine.i think dat is really very much a selfish act.doesnt really say that u genuinely feel sorry for u hurting me but for the sake of u not feeling guilty .


On a happy note: i made up with him :)life is great when im not sore with him. i think i really feel sumthing extra special .i knew it from the start.i dont wanna be wrong on this one .he gave me great advice yesterday nite too.which kinda really made me feel strong ..in a long time.i dont even think he knows how deep my feelings are for him.but im still going to keep that a secret until i can really show him how i reallly feel.people ask me if im seeing someone or single alot lately.i dont even know how to answer that.i feel that im already married to this lovable idiot.ure some crazy woman sugz.pagal!Oh ya i went out ta play pool with friends today,was fun.

I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home

Song:Picture Sheryl crow n Kid rock

I jus Love that song.not really the lyrics cos basically wat they sayin is dat both of em screwin arnd n watever but i like the whole mood of that song .oh yea i got my phone to connect with my computer.and IT ROCKS.i got like songs streaming in my phone!WHOOHOOO !how cool is that.i sound like a child who jus found a new toy.but yea its really cool.im going to get a memory card with more space too!SNEEZSH me!who needs ipod!




my living room.lol i dun noe why i took a picture of it.a typical tamilish house i guess.but i blog it anyways.




Tallest men on the planet made a visit to singapore.and i was lucky to catch them at the serangoon road.it was soo freakky they were HUGE!like their hands were bigger than the size of my head.haha.i was like staring at them thru out .i wasnt the only one either. the whole street turned to look at them.celebrities for being themselves.What can beat that eh?! heck what I really wonder is who is tall enuff to be their wifes.i guess in afghanistan or pakistan.(wherever they frm) the brides will the dat tall too?.even if ure 6 feet i doubt that will match up to thier 8 or 9 feet height! heck.now im happy with my short self.amen to dat!

Posted by Sshree at 3:10 AM