colors of the sun

jollufyin

ive always had dis silly wish since like forever...of havin standin in front of bright dressing room lights dat really LIGHT UP!!ie:the picture abve..i was the most happiest person on earth today.. right now.. im content. with wat u may ask?with one wish fulfilled..and content with all the soul fulfillment im gettin these days..maybe its my gd karma kickin in again frm my last birth.or that ive yet to see this REALLy big slap to my reality. cos everytime im happy i jus get blown away with something really rotten.so i guess i wanna die tomorrow after 10 pm when im estactic then i'd be a bit happier than when usually feel> like dyin .okay sorry bshittin again.


drama is going GREAT.i missed the stage sooo SOOmuch. (e crew)they kept on and on and on abt how big and how many pple goina show up and how its goina be soooo hard and watever.tomorrow is the big day and right now,IM LOVIN EVERY min of drama rehearsals.i jus Know stage is where im supposed to be!! im supposed to die on a stage im supposed to be doin my job on a stage.damn i missed performing. this time round its the different kind .stage drama very unique and different obviously to stage dance performances which ive always been familiar with.im supposed to be asleep cos i have to wake up in another 5-6 hrs .but i jus had to put this on here. anyways i have this Huggge crush on this guy at drama rehearsals*drool*


okay nuff of this Time for bed. toodles

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Kannadasan

Im in love with this site i came across,i have the internet to thank for dat!

Link to
his great thoughts compiled

i used to be oblivious to kannadasan for sometime,but when i realised all the songs ive always loved are kannadasan's work..im jus speechless.. made me realise i should respect people of such greatness! this guy is a perfect example of wat a mottai mandai*bald head) *has inside his brain!!im jus kidding bytheway.His songs ooze maturity and values of wats really important in life . His songs are like diamonds,never losin its value and shines more through years.i want my kids and grandkids to listen to his songs too.why do i say Songs?Well as everyone knows dat hes connected to the old cinema industry ,i truely believe MGR got all his fame mostly cos of kannadasan's songs. pple Idolized him for the words played by the great kannadasan!ofcourse this is my personal view.

and OFCOURSE how can we forget his last movie songs: MOONDRAAM piRAI!

Posted by Sshree at 12:36 AM 0 comments

young gunz

well ive realised something,no matter wat in life i'll never ever ever ever go after a younger guy . that jus sounds so wrong to me for some reason.i jus cant understand how pple can be okay with it.i mean for a guy going for a younger gurl is okay for them.i seriously think im more matured than most of my friends even guy friends who are my age.yesterday i had a convo with this friend who was my age.and suddenly led to an arguement abt really a stupid petty issue. but the important thing was how wud an older guy reacted to that . the arguement wasnt really a big deal. but this friend didnt really have a convincing reply as to how an older guy wud have defended himself.. anyhow..

chandramuki movie made me loose a night's sleep.i was soo freaked out ,with jothika's face and dat raa raa song runin allover my thoughts.even my table fan's sound was givin me the creeps. but the songs are beautiful.i didnt really listen to most of the songs before the movie came out.i listend to the songs jus now after watchin the movie.and u noe really listen to it.its really done very well some of the songs sound really unique. bah now im jus runnin my mouth.

my drama things are taking too much of my time,my money,my stamina and my nerves.im pissed.im dead broke.The stupid director guy made me cry yesterday cos they were gettin me so tensed for one scene dat i cuddnt get it right.ENUFF of drama i have to go for one more week but the most saddest thing is dat im goina miss e new friends i made

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the huge ass mosqito bite from a week ago... (i took it then.. its gone now.) i noe its not really a pleasant pic to see.but wat the heck.:D i wana show u all how big ass dat bite was.

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the picture i took today with my friends walkin.. two of them already went wayy ahead of us..thru the concrete jungle... i was with four other friends behind.. darn it why didnt i take a pic of them? cos the lightin sucked..when focused at the side they were at

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the swan thing on my left hand.. sis did it.. my friends think its a emblem of a color pencil box..haha

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oodles and noodles

i saw chandramuki movie today.the thought of dat name itself creepin the oodles outta me.i mean.wats more scary?.a scary ghost movie or a scary ghost in a NUTcase body movie? my vote the latter.i used to call jothika as mootai kannu.now i think i'll refrain myself from dat thought of mootai kannu.but u know wats the good thing outta this?i watched the whole movie.sure my cushion gave me a FAKE safety frm e gore things.considering there werent any in the first place.anyways, i loved the coupla songs from that movie.yea i did consider that the songs were crap before watchin the movie.but now im hummin to that song in my heart.soo romantic *sigh*. Anyways. tomorrow and day after have a whole day of drama rehearsal.*arghhhhh*screamed inside my head at the thought of jothika's chandramuki image.

oh well

here are some funny pictures i came across on the big ol internet

Posted by Sshree at 12:17 AM 0 comments

salvation

I need to go to the beach. i miss it so badly.need to rejuvenate my senses . my whole drama scene got changed! before 9 days to the actuall performance date.WHOOHOO.im nolonger the moothevi.thankgod.i wanna watch dat chandramuki movie soo badly.but i hear its a scary movie.BUT STILL im going to overcome my fears.*wailz* i wanna watch the movie!!everyone is talkin abt it!argh!!!

i SPENT SO MUCH THIS MONTH!!!!!!! IM dead..i wanna crawl up my bed and die.these past few days been soo bad.i didnt spend cos it was unnessessary...i feel miserable.

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what color are u??

You are purple. What a romantic person you are.
You're sentimental and forward-looking (those
are opposites.). You're a sophisticated and
refined--with a refind taste for chocolates and
wine (yum...). Tempermental and moody, you let
people know when you're angry. But other
times, you just sit and sulk. Alone. When
around people, you're a generous person, with
insatiable needs. You're a starving artist,
basically. You're enjoy getting into debates
over politics and religion with people of the
same intelligence of you. But you know they
can never convince you otherwise, you stubborn
person, you. As a unique person you are (not
to mention just a tad bit eccentric...), you're
well-liked by either a few people, or too many
people...


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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what kissss are u

You have an intense kiss! You and your partner
connect when you kiss and you forget about the
rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~


What anime kiss are you?
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day in history

Today is Monday, April 18, the 108th day of 2005. There are 257 days left in the year.

In 1956, actress Grace Kelly married Prince Rainier of Monaco in a civil ceremony. (A church wedding took place the next day.)

TODAy,R&B singer Trina (Trina and Tamara) is 31 and Actress Melissa Joan Hart is 29.

Today's Highlight in History:

Fifty years ago, on April 18, 1955, physicist Albert Einstein died in Princeton, N.J., at age 76.
-RIP ALBY-

today sugz faces her nightmare today at 6.30,her exams.

Thought for Today: "Imagination is more important than knowledge." - Albert Einstein (1879-1955).

i guess i shld take dat fact in right..i mean i'd proly be an einstien in the imagination category..... ive gots alotta imagination.hey i live in an imaginary world... .shiat..who am i kiddin..
arghh..save me lord!

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Finally they figured a way to retrieve lost data when posting.ITS abt time!!! Wooohooo!! no more cursin !well my exms on monday..i went out yesterday nite and today we celebrated hari's belated birthday.it was realy gud.. he was soooo upset nobody rememberd his birthday last week and watever..lol but somehow the whole gang got together and did the traditional cake cuttin ..:) and even more he didnt noe i was goina turn up .told him im studyin home tonight cant meet him and watever .he was at the place talkin to one of his buds and i called him and asked where he was ..n explained he got a surprise celebration goin on hhahaha loosu paiya den i got off the phone and knocked on his shoulda and he flipped out.hahahahahaa damn im gud at doin pranks and surprises..*puts hand behind e head* yup i know.muahahaa

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i drained my last penny on this.since its new yr its only right to buy sumthin new.and i heard the chinese lady say its very prosperous to buy wallets..and besides im using a lame cotton wallet(not even wallet a coin bag sorta thing) for a wallet.no wonder i keep spending money like its seep thru.BAH i jus bought it i have the RIGHT to buy sumthin to make myself feel good at this horrible time(exam time) 

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Caught up

ive been notty..very notty.. and not that its not makin me feel good.jus that i feel guilty half the time.:P but ofcourse who is to complain right?...yet..*grinz*

i jus had the major most embarrassing bloopster of my life -maybe second most ...i went down my block to cross the 50 feet highway road to help my sis carry some bags.it was drizzling and there was already alotta water all arnd.i was runnin and had to cross..and i crossed the road half way only to find one my sandals stuck in the middle of the road due to the wet road.UGH!i was stuck in the middle of the road with ONE slipper.argh after 50 vehicles went over it.and me standin dere ,while my poor dear slipper was holdin on to life.finally all the cars n vehicles got thru and i went and got the slippers.and guess wat!? IT SURVIVED!! now i know how strong dat DMK brand really is!!WHOOHOO !!!SURVIVAL of the fittest.hahaa


i JUS came on tv news.hahaha LOOKIN LIKE A R-E-T-A-R-D!hahahaha. dey showed the drama rehearsal we had.boy oh boy.gagagaga dis is funny

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body slobber in the trains. its annoying.its yucky when u look like*or actually is* 12 yrs old who havent reached puberty with your 28 yr old grampa aged boyfriend.its undeniably disgusting.NO!Its not puppy love .unless you get a kick outta humpin a puppy and dat aint love biatch.havent even developed Breasts yet and with a hello kitty handphone pouch!FOr cryin out loud!i think im goina puke.personally to that 28 yr old perverted jackass.u will die in hell u bastard! im not foul mouthed .i jus havent encountered anythin sweet to be sweet. what kinda world we livin in.this other time from time to time. they shld start putting up *do not touch private parts in the trains* signs .there are Kids .elderly.and a butch/lesbian couple.watever they call them pple. touching each other like no tomorrow.god forbid! next time im goina stare.at any god damn pple who cant keep their hands to themselves.if they wana ask why im stare and laugh.well I'll point to them *maybe wat ure doin here is more like a messed up Porn video?*

and i realised that singaporean men dont think lesbian love is interesting! lol they think its disgusting.haha.i was once travelling in the bus with my friends back from the drama rehearsal .and we always joke abt having a "LESbian club" at school.ofcourse we were only joking.and this conversation kinda came on ...okay not *came on*..it started ..oh wait.. not *started* well we were having a conversation abt the lesbian club.and this guy,a stranger was sitting beside me .and i kinda got annoyed with my guy friends cos they were teasing

friend:*so tell me abt ure SPECIAL club dat u have at school*

(they were asking abt this for the past 2 hrs.so it kinda got me irritated)

me:OKAY FINE IM IN A LESBIAN CLUB.*yelled as bold as the capitalization*

( i didnt noe it came out dat loud )

friend:ugh!! :O

( i was sittin to his side)

stranger :*LOOKS front * goes wide eyed* looks at me* looks front again*.

friend: i dont know u * moves away from me*


RETARD!!! *rollz eyes*


i realised today that my expenditure for each month is friggin high when im not at home.since im at home 1\2 of the time.when i go out i tend to spend more than normal pple who go out. and all this thanks to this dearest prudential guy. i probably spend 700-800dollars a month. and im not even earning.no wonder i feel broke all the time.i think its abt time i make Serious savings on my own.bah

Posted by Sshree at 11:31 PM 0 comments

how normal are u?

AS you can see i was curious to take THis particular quiz lol

You Are 35% Normal (Occasionally Normal)

You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

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what year are you?

You Belong in 1976

1976 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

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25 reasons why chocolate is better than sex

25: it´s easy to find 8 inches of chocolate
24: You can have chocolate all weekend and still walk OK on monday
23: chocolate does not keep you awake yapping after you had it
22: You can have chocolate with little kids and not go to jail
21: You don´t have to beg for chocolate
20: with chocolate, size does not matter...it´s always good
19: When you are having chocolate, it does not keep the neighbours awake
18: You are never too old or too young for chocolate
17: You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle
16: Good chocolate is easy to find
15: You can have chocolate any time of the month
14: chocolate doesn´t get you pregnant
13: With chocolate there´s no need to fake it
12: "If you love me you´d swallow" has real meaning with chocolate
11: You don´t get hairs in your mouth with chocolate
10: Buying chocolate does not give you a bad conscience
9: you can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped
8: you can have chocolate on your desk without upsetting your workmates
7: Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names
6: If you bite the nuts to hard, the chocolate does not mind
5: You can have chocolate in front of your parents
4: you can make chocolate last as long as you want to
3: you can safely have chocolate while you are driving
2: chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft
1: you can GET chocolate

excerpt from here

Posted by Sshree at 8:59 PM 0 comments

dilemma

as usual. why ever would i write in here unless im happy sad or confused.. this time im jus Bored.

my love life prospects :if there is any..

a moslim
a convict
a geek
a happy go lucky

choices. more appropriate is that im stuck in between the dangly lines of alla the above. i feel like a mess.like always. i hope to meet a person who has my mind set so they can help me out.
its not that i can make a choice outta them its jus plain complicated. its jus the starting already theres lotta trouble. its like u want to be sumthing as a result frm evaluating ure past experiences? so im stuck with that to being genuine . basically shld i jus be a bitch and hurt the pple who hurt me. or jus turn things in a different way ( and the different way is EVEN more complicated) so i'll jus be adding more to my headache.


my school life :

I do Want to succeed careerwise .why the fuck u think im get worried all the time!AND i do Fuckin study! its jus that im a jinx .exams jus fuckin dont work for me.its like exams hate me! really theres a diff to when i dnt study sit for a damn exam and stare blank at the paper and jus close my eyes and write crap TO knowin wat the fuck is goin on and writin it out very fucking clearly and i still get a D!! Dun think ure too gud for anythin. cos dats when u gotta watch ure back rite



anger management: still workin on dat one..
salesperson defence:still paying more for somthin less


bahhhhhhhh im talkin to hari alott after saturday.. hes a pretty cool kid!!hes like the version of my bestfriend only the male version!!haha.. my sister giving me weird looks though :s what??wat am i doin wrong?


anyway - ive forgiven shivani..well i realised if i cud forgive anyone else. i cud always forgive my friend who i shared alotta things with..jus because she made a mistake dont mean i shld too.but I wont forget it..ever.. maybe i'll get cautioned a bit more frm now on .she sounded really happy though when i msged her. meh..U ve never heard of a friend disowning another friend rite?... dats why i had to forgive her.i hope to be a better person outta this. hopefully.

my dad came.and, went. WHOOOSH.*dat was the sound i heard him make *lol *doi not really.

my gud friend usha stayed over on sunday and she kinda revealed her scary dream abt my house to me.now i cant sleep at night.GREAT. another reason to add for my lack of sleep.

im jus whinin dun mind me.

what else.. i missed his Call!!and now i was hoping all day dat it wud be him calling.but it wasnt unfortunately.and yet he knows when i'll be out so he cud call??WAT the.. anyway i dont miss dat.. i didnt..miss dat..I jus dont!....

Posted by Sshree at 10:21 PM 0 comments

elevated and escalated

ohhh mannn two days in a row i been having fun.especially becos of my birthday babies.. sasi n usha!! dat biatch turned 22 this yr on april1st :P and sasi turned 21!!! but yesterday was his birthday bash a typical tamil 21st birthday party.all the curry. all the dapanguthu . we went Partyin after that too! at raagawoods..was faboulous..outta the scale of enjoyment of 10.. the night was a nine!
one part dat ruined it all was the fight and the blood. not mine thankfully.. whole lotta drama as usual. i was dancing on the dancefloor with hari dat loosu fella infact i wasnt really close to him ..yesterday was fun hanging out with him and guess wat i saw this bloody face guy who jus had got his head smashed with a beer jug..and he was crying and angry and tryina punch the other guy in vengence too!it makes u freak wat kinda stuff u get to see in clubs the real deal * men being dumb*and have fun talkin abt it until the next partyin time. c/ar/ got punched and the other guys were punchin and kicking.. and got asked to leave.WAT THE helll.Rite? lol and that was my first time at that place! indian club lol.but yea the music was gud and overal it still was fun...but ya..i saw rea 'sbro at the club!!!:S:S:S: wat the hell!!! i was soooooOOOOOoooo embarrased haha.. i had this really gud girl image goin on and i see Him!!!but yea it was sworn to secrecy in the end.

it seems he called and i was sleeping today.. im still having doubts if i shldve called him back.. i jus dun want to think abt dat anymore.the more i think the more i realise im jus mad as in absurd!

i missed one..ironically...and i was hatin on the other one.. blah

im going to bed.

WWW.UDHAYAM05.COM



venue:NationalUniversity of Singapore (UNIVERSITY Cultural center)
date:30th april 2005 ;saturday
price:$15 (booking of seats required)

Dats the drama production's official website for the "naatuaamai ' movie musical.
FOR Tix msg me on my hp or msn!!! OR u cud use the number on the website

Posted by Sshree at 4:22 PM 0 comments

Romantic idea

My romantique idea -
*For dummies from a dummie*
things u need:
-10 red rosescented candles
-1 bedquilt (preferably white)
-1 straw mat
-1 champagne bottle *or apple juice * whichever u prefer
-1 box of white and dark chocolate in a crystal bowl
-1 bottle of body chocolate
-icecream (in its normal state)
-sandalwood parfum
-1 stereo with a collection of slow beatz songs
-red lingerie for SHE/ red boxers with heartshapes allova on the HE :)
-one big bunch of dark red and white roses
-one bottle of scented massage oil
directions:
best done in the night time
blindfold ure special person get all ure barang barang *stuff* ready..bring them to the nearest beach .(park isnt really a gud idea if sumthin crawls up on ya other than ure lover ure in danger)
lay out the straw beach mat .and the bedquilt on top of dat. stick the candles in the sand all assymetrically directed *away frm the sheets n water* the champagne bucket sunk in the sand too.enjoy the moment share the icecream(dont eat it ureself) SINK IN the crystal jar in e sand. pluck dem rose petals and put it inside the cyrstal bowl too. feed the chocolates to each other . have a niceee conversation while plucking out the rose petals (i dunt noe i jus like doin dat) so u noe watever dun prick ure self or summin).check the temp outside.isst chilly outside? if she/he says yea.ure doin good. dont talk abt vomiting,pregancy,puberty or hair under any circumstances unless ure other is turned on with those infos .massage the oil onto his/her back and and the rest u'll figure out on ure own .

Posted by Sshree at 3:33 AM 0 comments

DA-yum

FUCK u seen heaven yet? i think i jus did! u seen hell yet? DayUMMM i jus did! I couldnt relate to which of the two it was actually.but SURE Enjoyed it! the after party prolly still gOin on but without me *WAIL*.we felt if we were at the after party we wud probably go mad. and besides the fact dat brendon *this hot biatch who won* DANNNNGGGG !i knew he wud win he was my pick.HE EVEN WINKED AT ME hell yea!!!cus i was near the entrance of the runaway. overall it was Doopee,iT WAS crazy.jus dem bodies. DAYUm.. im uploading the pictures right now...but certain pictures im goina keep to myself ;) damnn its like A pinup material. and i jus realised how many" dayum" i used so far. i really cant help it. oh for the guys i saw like lotta hot female models up the runway too.im not sure if they are in the pictures though(sorry cudnt focus on them ) *grinz* .my heart is fluttering liek crazyyyyyy .
* i jus realised who all will be reading this :to whoever it may concern its jus a fantasy thing .Nothing went wrong anytime!*every thing..was.... per..fect...DAaaaaaaannnnnnnngggg.

everything that happened there was Only visual . see No touch . or else i wudda had to battle 500 other women droolin over dem.


*SLAPS self* okay im okay now..

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