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another rant where i vomit out all the feelings bottled up half way here and half way there.yeap thats wat im goina do.i realised i never talk to Any one soul abt all of my problems.not that i think they are important.most of the time im avoiding them.running away.taking the easy way out as they say.but only a temperory solution.but Ive never been able to Solve any of my problems.i do try.its not that i dont.im jus too much of an emotional person.i put up a persona that im really strong with matters of the heart .but really im not im jus too soft and very unstable .i really wonder who wud love me for that. my weird self.i hear girls telling me my guy loves me for being me and watever.i jus dont see dat anywhere in any point of my life.gets me depressed.i really feel sick and my tears jus right up to my eye lids.too bad u had to read abt my corny feelings.and no its not that time of the month.and its not that i have good looks or anything.jus feel dat my personality is like crap maybe.why isst so hard to be ureself!
DAT EXclamation was on purpose.
my drama show was on the april30th.my first ever drama performance.Loved the stage off liek hell.it was HUGE .IT WAS magestic.and it was perfect felt right at home *i guess i already mentioned dat in my previous post*everyone said i did well with my character.but i felt that satisfaction jus wasnt there.that guy i had a crush on was BEin a JACKASS.wat do u noe.hes a gemini!strongly believe in astrology and things.
Whatever.i want to go the beach i think thats wat i will do later today.
my drama friends are the gems i found so far in friends.they each have a classic character which was soo refreshing to see.not the typical kinda people u wud mingle arnd with.Fantastic group.hope to work with them in the near future.
my drama show was on the april30th.my first ever drama performance.Loved the stage off liek hell.it was HUGE .IT WAS magestic.and it was perfect felt right at home *i guess i already mentioned dat in my previous post*everyone said i did well with my character.but i felt that satisfaction jus wasnt there.that guy i had a crush on was BEin a JACKASS.wat do u noe.hes a gemini!strongly believe in astrology and things.
Whatever.i want to go the beach i think thats wat i will do later today.
my drama friends are the gems i found so far in friends.they each have a classic character which was soo refreshing to see.not the typical kinda people u wud mingle arnd with.Fantastic group.hope to work with them in the near future.
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