i pierced my nose :) :D i look retarded..but its sumthin new and im kinda excited hehe.
i still think of him 24/7... he wants to "call"me out ...but his fucking ego still gets in his way to actually TELL me dat he friggin misses me.anyway i did tel him not to call me..cos please i need a break, i'll fall crazy in love again with him if i did hear his voice again and EVERYthing will rush in..and ahhh fuck this.I HATE myself for these thoughts.im jus living like its watever kinda ..u noe? The fact is that HE has no idea how i feel. whoohoo. well it doesnt matter rite.wat i feel is true.one thing good is dat I always Know whether my feelings are true or not! so AS far as me and my feelings are concerned ,im perfectly in love. i dont have to prove it to him or anyone. bah.screw this. i love my life. i want my life to be happy and carefree.im goina make my time as such.NOone is goina spoil that..... i shop when im happy. i smile when im happy. and I play with kids when im happy.and im doing Jus that!....
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i jus....miss him...:( i need to be shot dead rite?....
i know.
we are having normal family conversations at home :) and my family looks together now.:) *touch wood and ward off evil* i shall not jinx it.
Posted by Sshree at 10:58 PM
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