naive maybe not baby
me and him?..
we really share like a great great chemistry.
but im feeling insecure in ways..
i never thought i'd be feeling insecure especially in love?
nomatter how much he talks freely with me.
i can still sense that in someway
we argue soo much its not even funny..
but the more he makes me hate him
the more im startin to..
well...
he loves deep red roses...
and the dreadful 24th is coming..im worried fuckin sick..even thats creating problems with us..his parents are not happy...
he said this at one point.. not in the chauvinistic sense but for arguementative sake...
he said " women are the ones who adjust to.. thats the reason men take control of things and thus the men being male chauvinists"
sometimes..actually all the time.. i can never argue back... but serious dat mofo is soo gud at arguing he not only gets me to shut up..but even makes me agree dat he is right!
please i mean ive been to debate and everything..im pretty gud debater....
no doubt he'd make a fantastic lawyer..
i swear i cud never say all this to his face..cos dat bitch got an ego the size of everest lol
and he knows dat too..
i tink most of my problems.. my gurlfriends cant seem to understand..im sick of makin them understand too..
like some of my guy friends seem to understand sooo much better..
and the fact is im sick of lookin at people. who pretend ... being nice.. watever u noe
some people i can see pretense right thru.. it makes me puke. the fact that im nice to people makes him think that im naive.. being nice and naive are totally diff things...
i am nice but definetly not naive.
Posted by Sshree at 11:58 AM
to achieve greatness
im never doin anythin to do with computers for a career.
you noe some mistakes in life actually teaches u lota things in life.
which u'd have never imagined dat you missed out learnin in school.
infact im begining to take things lightly these days.
Im planning to start a business with one of my gurl friends. jus like a
small off-track thing to take my mind of stress from school.
some people can study. some jus CANT!im the latter.
but then again ive been raised to think education is the only thing dat
will get you to making it big in this world. im starting to realise that isnt infact true.
especially if your studying sumthing u dispise.
ive made some wrong choices in life so far, im learning from them...each and
everyone of em.. some of the mistakes havent given me much insight,we'll see..
you know how they say "make mistakes, but make sure you learn from them"
its a cruel world out there,its not about survival of the fittest anymore.
its the survival of the smartest in the 21st century. either book smarts
or street smarts.
i want to do so much. sometimes startin it... is whats hard.
im already 20 and i still havent started ...dats why im worried. my goals and
achievements need to start right abt now . ive already realised wat they are,thankfully.
i seriously have an admiration for highly ambitious people.or people of the high ends.
because they did an effort to make their lives and lifestyle better.
the act of empowerment.reaching higher grounds
not that it makes u better than others.
but the fact that you thrive to make a difference.
Greatness ..in my opinion.. not what has been given to you.but what you cultivate on your own,not what that has already been discovered but what you uncover,daring to change not to adjust.
i hate people who want to be associated with anything normal.
normality is a bore.normality is a sign of weakness in my view .
this is not a manifest of arrogance people.
but jus the fact that im trying to begin a revolution within myself
revolution in my view is to procreate happiness to the beyond.
without limitations....u may ask... even that word limitation on its own holds back what your tryin to achieve.
some quotes that always motivates me..
No great man ever complains of want of opportunity.
Ralph Waldo Emerson, American Poet, Essayist
Greatness be nothing unless it be lasting
Napoleon Bonaparte
All great deeds and all great thoughts have a ridiculous beginning
Albert Camus , French Existential Writer .
There is a great man who makes every man feel small. But the real great man is the man who makes every man feel great.
Gilbert K. Chesterton , British Author
Posted by Sshree at 11:34 PM
came and went
yea saturday did come.probably a 20th i`d never forget. its all good.but you know everybirthday i have to cry about somthing. this yr was no diff. maybe i cried cos of reality check.i think its stil good that you cry on your birthday. its a day to realise ure mistakes,to remember ure loved ones. everythin i guess...sometimes i forget what life is about..from a possitive opinion..
"Im not made to study, im made to learn" gagaga i made dat one
i went to temple in the mornin.. waited a whole hr for the queue which was moving Exceptionally slow
..did archanas and ate my fav sweet pongal ..
came back arnd 1 and when to Kerala cuisine joining sunitha and usha to Vaettu a scrumptious malabar briyani and other YUMMY things until i got bloated.
from there we went to orchard..not expecting a surprise rooftop garden bday cake cutting. :)was taken aback kel,yoga,errol,usha,shivani n her bf, chandra ,anitha,and siva ...were all there. hiding in the ambush.lol
i freaked out.and it was obvious enuff.
after that we went for Bewitched.
that was a pretty alright day ...
people i never expected to wish me ..did infact wish me.which was a pleasant surprise.
except for one dumb numbskull. sure i did BLOW up and everything. im still upset abt it though. cos that was wat i was expecting the most. blah its okay.. im okay..
jackass
Posted by Sshree at 8:16 AM
im reallly hatin for this saturday to come. honestly NO reason watso ever to be happy about it at this point. im sucha lazy lion argh. ive been eating sleeping ...sleeping ... eatin ... munchin.. sleeping. sleeping. all three days. did everything except touch the books. actually i did touch it but it jus didnt go inside my brains. argh BRAIN lag AT THE wrong time!AGRHHHHHHHH
Posted by Sshree at 8:38 PM
procastibucalitation
EXAMS...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate em.. dis is this the time
where sleep jus comes automatically
i take the initiative to clean my house spik and span
i always do things snail slow.ie:closing and openin a pen or a cap ..
im always hungry
i even cooked :S argh.
i SO despise studying.
My dentist called! ...
does dat happen to all people?
i mean their dentist calling to ask abt the appointment.
yea i was too chicken to go for today's appointment.
as some of u guys might have known i chipped my teeth :'( now ..lets be HUSH abt it.
PFFt yea rite.
I cleaned my room.(finally)
cooked.(mushroom gravy and bean sprouts)
the big 2-0 is goina hit me hard soon.
can i jus crawl up and die now?
Posted by Sshree at 11:02 PM
choco disturbance
I watched charlie and the chocola`te factory.. it has to be the weirdest movie ive ever seen so far,yes i didnt read the book. during my primary school days kids were so mesmerized by that book as i recall. the harry potter shit of those days i guess. blah.lol im really creeped out though
especially by the candy houses and chocolate river and edible houses and materialistic things:S:S never really got to get over that hansel and gretel escapade. if i was a kid and got lost and saw a candy house and everything..i'd run the other direction screamin at the top of my lungs...
but really my poor eyes couldnt handle the torture of seein johnny depp like a psycho retard ..
But..then again ... GOD ...can johnny depp Act!.hehe super hilarious . very interesting movie.atfirst i wasnt all keen on watchin the movie...but yea its a nice movie to watch ...dont expect it being A "candy shop" though.. i liked the part where ......
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if u havent watched it and ure lookin at this line... i suggest u dun read on..
where.. that bratty gurl gettin chumped by the squirrels..i dun think the punishments werent enuf though :D dey shuddve cracked her head instead of a nut..lol...haha and the bimbotic mom was hittin on depp.. dat wus funny:)
after watchin dat movie..im kinda freaked abt chocolates now...but ofcourse :D i 'll eventually forget abt it..and eat some after
Posted by Sshree at 11:34 PM
how much do i want from this world? or well atleast my life? everything.and no im not being greedy. i jus dont want to bargain about matters in life. i dont wanna live again .but i dont wanna Not enjoy my life dat i have rite now?.. You cant see me fall apart to whoever wants to see me lose. i'll trip but that only makes me stronger.so stop all the tries to bring me down.thats not goina happen in this life.I dont even have to prove it to you that im better than u .cos bitch i am better than u. and only if i have the doubt would i even Try to let u noe dat!
sum bitches jus cant get it straight. i seen so many people, most of the time.. i see Right through them.and when they pretend or act the way they do to cover their insecurities, jus makes me feel sorry for them.well you know wat they say ..its a tough world , there'll always be people running beside you but in the end wat matters is who gets there first ;) like you know,its a competition only if you see people who intimidate you .other than that its jus a marathon rather than a race.
Posted by Sshree at 2:25 AM
i got into an arguement a few days ago ,saying the stupidest thing ever.which i so regret saying in all my life so far!
"fools gettin shot"
i cud have been a smart one before.or atleast ignorant to my certain views ...but due to my stupidity and i could definetly blame my Pms on this one. i feel the worst at this point.not because of the fact i said sumthin stupid.
but sayin sumthin stupid to someone who actually got deeply hurt in the process. im really sorry baby..aiyoo.. i dont admit to my mistakes.but this is the first time... im admitting to e fact ...what a fool i was to say that and i so deeply regret it .i wish i could take back those words .
why do i have to get mood swings at the most crucial moments
Posted by Sshree at 11:50 PM
kannum kannum NOKIA...
my hopeful eyes lookin for these phones...
NOKIA 8800
nokia 9300
and then theres the N-series.....
NOKIA N90
NOKIA N91
....and yes my handphone craze is yet to fade
Posted by Sshree at 4:05 PM
10 things your guy never wants to hear you say
10. I've been thinking...
If she actually tells you she's been thinking, it's serious. And you can bet it involves marriage, cohabitation or the bitter end. It can take many forms, such as: "Why do you love me?" and "Have you ever thought about the future?" Again, have a brilliant exit plan at hand. A severed finger, for instance.
9. Be a man.
Nothing is quite as injurious as having your very manhood questioned. You could give in to her shame tactics and do what she wants, or deflect it by saying, "How about you be a woman and quit nagging?"
8. My parents want to meet you.
This means two things:
The relationship has crossed an important milestone of seriousness. You're about to be psychologically cavity-searched under the family microscope.All you can do is hope her father doesn't mention that he has some rusty wire cutters he wants to put to use.
7. I have a headache.
That means no action for you tonight, buddy. But you can beat her to it. If you sense she's particularly tired when you're horny, give her an unsolicited aspirin and hope for the best.
6. That's not the way my ex did it.
You never talk about your ex in front of her. So you obviously weren't prepared for this. Now you're being measured against the man she dumped. Ouch. Defend yourself, quickly.
5. What are you thinking about?
Women are curious. They need to know your every thought, feeling, hunch and inkling. Men, on the other hand, don't like to discuss and explore everything; we're content to keep quiet.
4. Do you find her pretty?
She already caught you looking at that mind-blowing blonde that walked by, no matter how covert your glance. So if you say "no," she'll know you're lying and an argument will ensue. This is the time for very artful tact, such as, "Kind of, her ass is huge." Now pray.
3. Do you notice anything different about me?
You know you're in trouble if you don't. And the longer you take to answer, the more frustrated she'll become, which makes you more frantic. And when you finally bellow, "Oh, you got a new haircut!" she storms out, throwing her new earrings on the floor.
2. My friend is pregnant/engaged.
This seems harmless enough, until you catch that thinly veiled hint of disappointment in her voice. At this point, you know she really means, "When will we be engaged/pregnant?" Be prepared with an expert diversion at this point, such as faking a seizure. Unfortunately, nothing will help you when she comes at you with the even more chilling, "I'm pregnant." Good luck, buddy.
1. We need to talk.
What everyone should know about these words is that no good news ever follows. These four ominous words signal a problem with the relationship. Expect a breakup, or at the very least a long talk about how you're not meeting her needs. Either way, it's not pleasant. And there is little you can do to avoid it. And though this one is a real bruiser, nothing is quite as caustic, as savage, as utterly cataclysmic as, "Do you think I'm fat?" You're on your own.
A rite of passage
While no man likes to hear any of the aforementioned phrases, every man will, at some point, endure them. The best you can do is be prepared.extract:astrology.com
Posted by Sshree at 4:01 PM
okay maybe im too much of a geek to actually quit blogging ...and so my crapping continues
Posted by Sshree at 3:57 PM
