colors of the sun

naive maybe not baby

me and him?..
we really share like a great great chemistry.
but im feeling insecure in ways..
i never thought i'd be feeling insecure especially in love?
nomatter how much he talks freely with me.
i can still sense that in someway

we argue soo much its not even funny..
but the more he makes me hate him
the more im startin to..
well...
he loves deep red roses...


and the dreadful 24th is coming..im worried fuckin sick..even thats creating problems with us..his parents are not happy...
he said this at one point.. not in the chauvinistic sense but for arguementative sake...
he said " women are the ones who adjust to.. thats the reason men take control of things and thus the men being male chauvinists"

sometimes..actually all the time.. i can never argue back... but serious dat mofo is soo gud at arguing he not only gets me to shut up..but even makes me agree dat he is right!

please i mean ive been to debate and everything..im pretty gud debater....

no doubt he'd make a fantastic lawyer..
i swear i cud never say all this to his face..cos dat bitch got an ego the size of everest lol
and he knows dat too..


i tink most of my problems.. my gurlfriends cant seem to understand..im sick of makin them understand too..
like some of my guy friends seem to understand sooo much better..


and the fact is im sick of lookin at people. who pretend ... being nice.. watever u noe

some people i can see pretense right thru.. it makes me puke. the fact that im nice to people makes him think that im naive.. being nice and naive are totally diff things...

i am nice but definetly not naive.

Posted by Sshree at 11:58 AM