pentium 1.0
You know whats the dumbest thing i came across?... guess what i got when i typed *best singapore blogs* ... some chick's blog. prolly cos she was posting god knows how many kazillion pictures of herself..talking abt every thing girly..from manicures and pedicures basically i dont have hate for the sista... cos i mean i wasnt bored reading that even.. heck even i blog dat shit.. but still,i blog for different purpose.. and my problem isnt even that ,why isnt there anyone *frm singapore *talking abt real original information happening around the world? ...but really i dont think any informative singapore blogs exist.
even if they do... probably informative on kamasutra..or FOOD.. or where to get the good buys.
i mean i dont think i have a problem with that too... especially
having this place being too small,conjested and hell of a strain on a daily basis.. we could only blog abt our vents ... now i think that too is Restricted...
its all good its all good... You get ure ass whooped by the "Higher power" even if you think that ur ass aint clean * they'll charge u for * foul smell or unhiegenic Threat to the fellow people*
ps:i hope im not in hot soup for this ... *crap*i had the strangest dream yesterday too.. i dreamt of him..it was already 2007...and he was changed ..hmmm.. maybe the dream is telling me sumthing... "i had too much chicken yesterday !"
im having problems after problems.. i dont wanna trust anyone with it. never did.. except for him.. but even that might result in a dilemma?...
i dont think i should trust anyone at all times.. im sick of this shit..my life needs an upgrade o'l dude!!!!!!!!
its runnin on a pentium 1.0,i need atleast a pentium 4.5!!
Posted by Sshree at 5:42 PM
poop
it drizzled a little like 1/2 hr ago... kinda nice......came back from a 3 hr class ..or should i say nonstop bullshitting.. the 'lecturer" was reading the entire context out of the textbook which was published in 1998? because i think the whole module is jus a waste of my god given time.
anyways.. the only thing interesting about the class is how the lecturer talks about other crap. like the IT industry and further studies.*atleast hes still on the same track* ...speaking of crap....
dats wat i came across .. i thought i shall share the disgust ... anyone vomitted yet? thats really nasty isnt it?
Posted by Sshree at 12:22 AM
my mom and granma came frm india yesterday... how do i tell them...
these are the times dat i feel like god is really testing me to the core...
i finished the davinci code finnally.it gives me the goosebumps.. its overwhelming...im not one bit regretting buying that book...
now...i need to get some real reading with my course books...
i miss him alot..really alot..im literally slashing down the days on my calender till its over...sighhh
its all for a reason ..its alll for a reason
Posted by Sshree at 1:16 PM
sickening feeling
im a real mess right now.. my head hurts soo bad.. after effects of yesterday... i dont feel like doing anything right now. i jus felt like pourin my heart out sumwhere...
cried enough that i cant seem to cry anymore..
i didnt lose anything but.. certain facts will kill you inside...and "god works in mysterious ways.. " thats what he said...
i know im too emotional im too sensitive ...im a drama queen...but its jus the way i am ... i cant seem to change it..im tryin to...for you...but i cant...
everything felt perfect or less than perfect ...even that was heaven to me, thats it folks.. you can expect a physco suganya for the next two years.. i have so many things to do..
but right now...
right now
i jus want him.
god knows whats going to happen in 2 friggin years...he'll be cold and uncomfortable right now
.. poor chellam...
"you think your the one im goina be thinking of at this point? i have alotta things on my mind right now..i cant be thinking of this "
i know.. i know.. what was i thinking... even after 2 yrs i dont know what i shld be expecting.. everythings soo scary...
*slaps self *
i need to stop thinking
Posted by Sshree at 2:32 PM
Please baby dont go
baby please... Pogathaadaa...aiyooo...pooogaathaaaa...
dumbass...jackass..idiot.. pandi..paeyi...
how am i goina go through all these days without?/
before it was okay.. its getting harder by the minute now dat things are different..
im goin crazy..
and your thinking...
6.21 pm.. exactly in 2 n half hours...and 2 years.. this is soooo bull.. how could this happen... i was dreading this day.. i was really really dreading this day.. i guess you were too..i cant even compromise with anything else... i dreamt up so manythings...with you and me...
this is really shitty...im hoping i could come with you.. that sounds absurd...but.. yea.. i wish.. i wish..
and where are you now
now that i need you
tears on my pillow,
whenever you go cry me a river,
that leads to your ocean
youll never see me fall apart
in the words of a broken heart
Posted by Sshree at 6:20 PM
karma
If a man commits a sin..
You can be sure he gets punished for that.
even if someone who doesnt believe in karma,well you may argue karma is the same as how you dont believe in god or how this world got created.
Or whatever polemic views you might have. if you are an atheist or a believer ...you should believe there is Good and bad.
or atleast Right from wrong. in that sense , its happening all around us... some of us choose to call it names.. like karma.. some of us jus think theres no reaction to such things...and that its just a state of mindset. maybe we outa do a lil math on things like this ....
Nomatter how much we can ignore it.. we cant NOt accept these facts.
if u FUk up your goina get fuckd .
if your thinking of messing up someones life.. you can probably expect your life to be as such too.
why do we need all this evil mindset?
live and let live .
Posted by Sshree at 10:22 PM
en anbae aruyire
naaam iruvarum saerum saamayam
naam kaigalilae varum imaayam..
naam thottathu ethuvumm ammaiyum...
ithu
anbaaal inainthaa ithayam...
ennn anbae aruyiiire
enn anbaeee aruyir
neeyeee
enn annbaeeee aruuyiireeeeeeeee
Posted by Sshree at 12:51 AM
vazhnthu parka vendum ..
for the next 2 yrs its going to be soo gloomy and uncertain.kannathasan is sucha genius. sometimes..his songs even when truth can be painful,its kinda comforting in a sense that you can relate to it?................
ponnai virumbum boomiyilae ennai virumbum oaruyiraepudhaiyal thaedi alayum ulagil idhayam thaedum ennuyirae............
வாழ்ந்து பார்க்க வேண்டும் அறிவில்மனிதனாக வேண்டும் வாசல் தேடி உலகம் உன்னைவாழ்த்திப் பாட வேண்டும்fantastic... and refreshing..
i need to go out and party really badly.i cant even remember when was the last
Posted by Sshree at 5:28 PM
and the reality hits again...hard
you'd think im a goner and really hopeless in deciding what to do with my life..
but if life was so easy i wouldnt need to think so much or even blog so much.
the inexperience in life that i have is what drivin me to blog i think..lol
*rant open*
im sick of waitin on her..
fuking pissing me off sooo much.im not the one to wait on pple okay! i dont take shit from noone ! and this.. this.. idiot thinkin she sum maharani!?i know i know shes suffering at this time bla bla bla.. honestly. i know for a fact she wud never do this shit for me if i was in her situation.. bloody shithole!! ive went thru shit and im not sum wussy cryin abt it.!FUKK U AND FUCK ure bf! i dun give a shit nemore.. im soo callin them and lettin them noe this aint goina continue! too bad i aint ure fukin maid biatch!
*rant end*
*happy thoughts happy thoughts* ...
i downloaded this new theme for my desktop it rokz.! but its under windowblinds.kinda annoyin. but it still rockz.. .. i need to get a new scope on life really..im sick of the pple i meet these days..and the people who i see everyday,the things i do the places i see.. its such a drag.. i need a new environment. i want to experience new cultures..new people with diff mind sets... the kinda people you cant assume what they are like you noe? but i guess dats kinda impossible cos every person you meet in life you have an assumption on what they are like..
but seriously i want to be in a place where people have interest in art and music and being happy ..people who take the initiative to make someone else smile... that kinda people.. you dont meet in singapore. singaporeans im sorry to say are very conjested sort of folks.. live in their own cocooned HTB flats afraid to look at another person on the lifts and give a smile jus for the sake of makin someone else smile. nope dat rarely happens in singapore. and im worried im startin to blend in with this sad people! that is not goina happen with me!
even they raise their kids like that! have you came across a chinese or malay or even the indian kids in singapore smiling back when u smile at them??
not that idont see that ever.. but mostly all the kids look so tormented for some reason..its sad saad ..
for the verdict..
singaporeans are sadists!period.
Posted by Sshree at 12:35 PM
