sickening feeling
im a real mess right now.. my head hurts soo bad.. after effects of yesterday... i dont feel like doing anything right now. i jus felt like pourin my heart out sumwhere...
cried enough that i cant seem to cry anymore..
i didnt lose anything but.. certain facts will kill you inside...and "god works in mysterious ways.. " thats what he said...
i know im too emotional im too sensitive ...im a drama queen...but its jus the way i am ... i cant seem to change it..im tryin to...for you...but i cant...
everything felt perfect or less than perfect ...even that was heaven to me, thats it folks.. you can expect a physco suganya for the next two years.. i have so many things to do..
but right now...
right now
i jus want him.
god knows whats going to happen in 2 friggin years...he'll be cold and uncomfortable right now
.. poor chellam...
"you think your the one im goina be thinking of at this point? i have alotta things on my mind right now..i cant be thinking of this "
i know.. i know.. what was i thinking... even after 2 yrs i dont know what i shld be expecting.. everythings soo scary...
*slaps self *
i need to stop thinking
Posted by Sshree at 2:32 PM
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ok ....so u STOP thinking redi huh ? ;p
well its time to think again !!!
i wanna let u know that i TAGGED u hehehhehe...so roll out and i'm waiting for ur next post :)
SPyderz -what does the taggee have to do ?:P im not familiar with it ..
vilz- yea.we do need to talk.. msg u tomorrow
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