colors of the sun

wowzers.. not bad..:P pple actually read my crap ..hehehe i wonder wat that K section is.. lookz like southafrica..and I dun noe where R is either... Hmmm.. anyway WHoever PASSes my page please leave a note :D nice to noe who reads my crap.. dankz

Posted by Sshree at 11:31 AM 0 comments

living LIfe

TO OWN ONE OF those...

apart from dat
1 career
1 love of my life
3 cute kids
1 selfowned tv station
1 big lawn
1 big backyard
1 big waterfall swimming pool

1 porche
1 murcielago
1 caddilac suv
1 bicycle
7 bedrooms wit attached bathroom

Posted by Sshree at 11:25 AM 0 comments

friday the 13th.. god.. it sounded alonnng way but heck its here!..wat is the deal with birthdays.. are we CELEBRATING becoming old or dreadin the fact that ure one year oldeR?i dun get it... even more is dat.. i dont feel ANY diff now..DOUBT i'll feel any diff by aug13th... or even after dat.. its like i still wanna play hide and seek but ure too old to run arnd like it has a big purpose to the whole game.
if i could describe my life as any game it will be scrabble or sumthin.. dull but with twists whenever a new word is built.. now im jus talkin wack.. im sittin here.. clueless on A and b of my 211 assignment.. diggin frantically through the piles of webpages hopin to find some god sent help...while missing someone in particular so much dat its becoming a problem.. Y do u miss someone even when ure talkin to them? am i the only one or are there pple out there feelin dat way too..?

Posted by Sshree at 3:47 PM 0 comments

WONDERFUL RAJASTAN.. on my top list of places to visit before i hit 30!

Posted by Sshree at 10:30 PM 0 comments

OMg i saw the most (well maybe not to some of u but to me she was) beautiful girl ive ever seen YES..a Girl!.. i really had to say this becos she was!! she looked like beyonce..but more defined features.. omg...!!! Im tellin u pple!! and NO im not lesbian..its jus ive never seen sUCH a beautiful girl before.... i jus thought beauty had to be appreciated.. too bad i cant show u guys how she looked ..or all of u (the guyz) wudda drooled all over.. lol


anyway...
I was talkin to mom dat day.. tellin her how badly and desperately i need a vacation..she suggested we go to LANKAWI again.. been two yrs since i went dere.. OMG i can soooo VIEW the perfect holiday temporary one atleast... oh well... . i got TWO tests and TWO assignments to hand in tomorrow.. jus dropped in for a while to update..

Posted by Sshree at 10:23 PM 0 comments

kanaa kaaNum kaalangaL
karaindhoadum naerangaL
kalaiyaadhal koalam poadumoa?
vizhi poadum kadidhangaL
vazhi maaRum payaNangaL
thaniyaaga oadam poagumoa?

idhu idaiveLi kuRaigiRa tharuNam
iru idhayathil melliya salanam
ini iravugaLin oru naragam, iLamaiyin athisayam
idhu kaththiyil nadandhidum paruvam
dhinam kanavinil avaravar uruvam
sudum neruppinai viralgaLum virumbum, kadavuLin ragasiyam

ulagae miga inithidum baashai
idhayam reNdu paesidum baashai
medhuva ini mazhai varum oasai aah...

(kanaa kaaNum kaalangaL...)

nanaiyaadha kaalukkellaam, kadaloadu uRavillai
naan vaeRu nee vaeRu endraal natpu endru paerillai
paRakkaadhal paRavaikkellaam paRavai endru peyarillai
thiRakkaadha manadhil ellaam kaLavu poaga vazhiyillai
thanimaiyil kaalgaL edhai thaedi poagiRadhoa
thiRi thooNdi poana viral thaedi alaigiRadhoa

thaayoadum siRu thayakkangaL irukkum
thoazhamaiyil adhu kidaiyaadhae
thaavi vandhu sila viruppangaL kudhikkum
thaduthidavae ingu vazhi illaiyae aah...

(kanaa kaaNum kaalangaL...)

idhu enna kaatril indru eera padham kuRaigiRadhae
yaegaandham poosikoNdu andhhi vaeLai azhaikkiRadhae
adhi kaalai naeram ellaam, thoongaamal vidigiRadhae
vizhi moodi thanakkuL paesum mounangaL pidikkiRadhae
nadai paadhai kadalil un peyar padithaal
nenjukkuL yaenoa mayakkangaL piRakkum

pada padappaay sila koabangaL thoandrum
pani thuLiyaay adhu maRaivadhu yaen?
nila nadukkam adhu kodumaigaL illai
mana nadukkam adhu miga kodumai

(kanaa kaaNum kaalangaL...)

Posted by Sshree at 4:04 PM 0 comments

Thats the book i borrowed last weekend.. yesh .. got one java prog assignment, one system analysis assignment , one information systems assignment and Tests and revisions on the other hand.. and HAVE A PRACTICALLY 8 MONTHS MORE TO GO!!of this crap!without a break AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*Screeamms*


I bummed into this site.. WHICH IS super cool... dis photographer actualy does all da film shotz in the TAmil movie industry...very brilliant..
take a look pple sharad haksar


other than that someone suggested i do a professional sort of blog on art and stuff... (sounds very inspiring..maybe i'll get dat one soon ) ... maybe where i can post my artsy crap...... but i need a title though.." artsy crap"? too vulgur..."artsy squabbles" sounds kiddish .... aspirations of an artist?...hmmm perhaps....oh well

Posted by Sshree at 10:02 PM 0 comments

GET overjoyed when ure happy ...get matured over the things that dont


Learn as if you were going to live forever. Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.
--Mahatma Gandhi

Posted by Sshree at 12:08 AM 0 comments

lovin ~~~~



promises -eve n mary j blige
me myself n i-byonce
corrs - summer sunshine (omg its on tv now.. talk abt coincidence)

Posted by Sshree at 9:21 PM 0 comments

astro thingies..

bored as usual...

The Fiery Leo Character

Leo THE LION is the sign of the ruler, the king
Leo is expansive, generous and caring. They revel in love affairs and all things romantic. Leo is passionate, demonstrative and likes nothing better than being spoiled by those they love.
Happiness knows no bounds for the Leo in love!

The bright side
The bright side of Leo is very bright indeed, "sunny side up" they are very much attuned to the life giving properties of our Sun itself. The typical Leo is flamboyant and generous with tremendous charm and a magnanimous spirit. The fixed quality of this sign does help to restrain a large dose of over-exuberance. Leos are loyal, self assured, hard working, and great organisers (only if they can be boss!)

Creative, generous, enthusiastic, organized (if bothered), broad minded, expansive, dramatic.

The dark side
The dark side of Leo creeps out usually when they are, (or think that they are) being ignored. Sulking results when they are not the absolute centre of attention. Leo will drum up some scene both good and bad to get attention, any attention! Leos can be very self opinionated, bombastic, and overbearing. One of Leos most noted traits is too much pride, leading to pomposity and snobbery. The other noted negative trait is being far to touchy, touchy about everything. When Leos pride and feelings are hurt the temperature drops, they become very touchy and retire to their throne.

Proud, vain, bullying, pompous, snobbish, intolerant, dogmatic, stubborn, patronising, egotistical, conceited.

Ailments
Backache, palpitations, fainting, blood disorders, fevers, dizziness heart problems, pill-popping.

Beneficial foods
Oranges and peas.

You are most compatible with
Gemini - full of laughter.
Aries - memorable.
Cancer - loving.
Libra - great fun.
Capricorn - it will be short, but sweet.

Absolutely no chance!
Scorpio - a clash of the big egos.
Virgo - a difficult match.
Leo - a battle of the wills.
Aquarius - difficult but entertaining!

Your opposite sign
is Aquarius

Someone you know?
Mr. Toad, of wind in the willows
Napoleon,
Mussolini,
Bill Clinton,
Slobodan Milosovich!
David Essex,
Prince William,
Neil Armstrong,
Edward Alexander,
Bill "Count" Basie,
Lucille Ball,
Emily Bronte,
Fidel Castro,
Alexander Dumas,
Amelia Earhart,
Henry Ford Sr,
Alfred Hitchcock,
Aldous Huxley,
Carl Jung,
Gene Kelly,
Mata Hari,
Robert Mitchum,
Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis,
Robert Redford,
Yves Saint Laurent,
George Bernard Shaw,
Superman,
Orville Wright,
Natalie Wood,
Mae West,
Andy Warhol,
Maddona,
Geri Halliwell.

Someplace you know?
Colorado
Hawaii
Texas
Missouri
New York State
Italy
Los Angeles
Rome

Posted by Sshree at 1:24 PM 0 comments

the sun's

Posted by Sshree at 12:59 PM 0 comments

i jus realised this blog spot.... i cant seem to write EVERYTHING I FEEL..but nonetheless... (i do need sum thing for only myself to know)...well for wat I CAN say..is that...IM DEAD CLUELESS... I THINK I DUN want a guy in my life...yea sounds very normal of me..but its jus.. the ones i like jus too unatttainable..and the ones i get annoyed with are the ones buggin me...i dun noe.... its like.. my life could have been simple..but i tend to make it complicated... i feel wretched...maybe its my pms kickin in..but no.. really i mean.. look at it this way..my life was pathetic when i had too many stuff to do.. when i had too LIttle stuff to do..when it didnt involve guys...and WHEN it did involve guys.. wats the meanin of this?...i dun know..and to whoever it may concern..dis isnt abt u .. its like im rain dancing when its snowing and wearin fur on a hot summer day... u dig? (now dat is the result of too much analysing) my FAMILy, my Friends, my Love.. life... ,my studies, my career...Everything
...
perhaps i do need a vacation.. but HOW? i got exams comin in august (OUI! BIG SURPRISE FOR my bday..hopin its my Deathday too) and shivz been buggin abt canada..
my MOM jus borrowed my phone..i hope she dun read stuff dat she shldnt read..OOPS


and on a personal note..i had lotta values and morales.. which i neva thought i'd break..but right now..i broke one of em... and im feelin SOO CRAPPY
.. life is a bitch rite now..wit me.. (addin alotta frigin attitude(e bitch)) get it?...bah nvm...

Posted by Sshree at 10:21 PM 0 comments

im fuckin furious rite now!! im supposedly to have a test on 30th june when i only knew abt it 2nd july!!!! my stupid skool website wasnt workin for like 2 whole weeks cos of the DUMB blackout!!and the STUPID STUPID skool didnt get it fixed proper and NOW i cant write the test !!! THE FUCKED UP LECTURER .bloody mofo..BEING SO DARN unfair!!! HE aint goina let me write the test!! fuckin asshole!!!bloody PIG FACE!!!arghhhhhhhhhh IM SOOO MAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD im goina go complain to the fucked up service!...WTF he think he is!!!!! Bloody jerk... *SCREAAAAAAAAMMMZZ*
okie i needed dat...

anyway.. ive got tonnes of work to do still
got three assignments yet to complete.... godddd..im dead ...but sumone makes me smile once in a while..so its all good :)

Posted by Sshree at 3:17 PM 0 comments

"NEW"movie

" NEW" movie..to my eyes


it was alright except that u cant really watch it with ure mom and dad (i went to the movie wit my mom)..sumthin like" boyz" but then the story was definetly refreshin.. or maybe i shld say not fit for our culture? but if we looked at it that way i'd have along list of tamil movie names to mention..blah.. the thing is the movie was overall okay.. BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT AND fantastic thing i gotta give props to SJSURYa IS DAT THE SONGS were faboulously pictured. He showcased his skills well . and quality shows through the quantity...and simran acting was good in this film too.. and also the KID who played as the SJSURYA'S 8 yr old version...and dhevayani's acting was nice too.. i guess all that experience in drama serials n movies paid off..for once i didnt get annoyed with her acting..


aND IM IN LOVE with the spider man song...




i went to temple today mornin..(yes i skipped class dun bug me) ..and i had this fantastic meal at the temple... yummmyyyy.. and yea..when i reached home it was rainin like showers...anyway..id idnt go out den...after like.. in da evenin arnd 7 went out..came back arnd 9 ..blah..stupid rain spoiled the perfect day

Posted by Sshree at 9:59 PM 0 comments

i need need need a vacation.. i jus went to the "NEW" movie.. hilarious.. definetly sumthin NEW.. u guys shld go watch it..whoever readin..(the tamil ones anyway)... im tired.. i got a pair of contacts today.. green ones.. i already had em before...yea..so... i think i'll type a review on da movie tomorrow.. rite now.. BED... DREAMS... SLEEEP...

Posted by Sshree at 12:05 AM 0 comments

im lovin these songs rite now..
im goin for all very classy and u noe soul..and very deep music..

chocolate by kylie minogue

Dancing in the rain by Robi draco rosa(soo sooo hot!)

Somebody by reba Mcentire

kana kaanum kaalangal in 7G Rainbow Colony

ALL nite by janet jackson

Posted by Sshree at 12:57 PM 0 comments

well.. im feeelin really fucked rite now.. things goin arnd me not really makin things any better..infact makin them more worse... i cant seem to concentrate on my work...i dun noe..im thinking alotta stuff..and ...cant fuckin help it~.. life so complicated...and i cant seem to open up to anyone abt certain stuff.. i think im goina burn up my written diary with an 1000 word letter..okay now im blabbering.. i jus saw pithamagan.. half way... soo damn hilarious..hahaha.. i think i need a lonnnng cry tonite... n chocolate...
which reminds me of ...



life suckz.. if it gets better by tomorrow.. i'll fill in on dat

Posted by Sshree at 12:50 AM 0 comments

my hair grew out a lil.. dont look THAT weird.. but still lookz weird.. argh..

and im tryina figure out how to post in tamil...humm....

anyway CHECKOUT WAT i bummed into!!! they got an INDI BLOG AWARDs?? dis cool or wat... im soo friggin overwhelmed...(i noe AND NO its not physcotic!)

Posted by Sshree at 8:06 PM 0 comments

oh ya i dreamt abt a golden retriever puppy too!! *CRYIN* WHYYYY oh whyyyyyyyyy do i have to wait for stuff like this!!!(maybe the best things are worth the wait)...humm..okie FINE!.



SOngz im listenin to rite now >>parthale paravasam

Posted by Sshree at 11:54 AM 0 comments

I jus realised...well i realised that quite long ago..but ya i realised im obbssessed with babies!yes..i mean one of the things i appreciate in life is babies? i mean they are like the cutest things on earth... i had a dream last nite abt givin birth to a baby ..(but sumhow i wasnt doin any pushin or anythin like dat)

the scenario is like this
im jogging with my mom ..in this remote area.. roadin the middle of lotta treess and stuff.. then.. it was kinda creepy u noe.. then there were like four pple running behind us.. two gorgeous women (think CSI )and two worker men(village ones) so they were running.. we(my mom and I) thought they were followin us.. and goina do sumthin..so we ran faster.. some how they managed to come closer to us..when we stopped they went passed us..we were puzzled ..so we run behind them.. then we saw this two figures lyin on the floor... when i got closer..they were bleeding (first they looked like village men) then sumhow the images changed to two school girls (tehy looked like they were stabbed or hurt) but then they were still alive...so the two Gorgeous women started takin out sumthin outta their bags (we figured it was medications)...so den we were talkin to the school gurls askin wat happend.. after that everything faded away and i saw this baby(new born baby..with the skin so tender and all)... the baby was covered in lil blood too..i took the baby up and i was..like..so clueless wat to do.. then this OLD MAN came outta nowhere..and then hes like gimme the baby and he took the baby and he was kinda like strangling it!!!!!!:O:O i was like WAT ARE U DOIN!!!DEN hes like dun worry im helpin the baby.. den the old man closed his eyes and started sayin sumthings in a whisper...(allthis while he was holdin the baby by its neck..and nothin else) so i panicked sooo bad then after a while he gave me back the baby.. and i looked at it..and he was alive!!!!!after that i dun noe wat happened i woke up in a hospital ... and pple were sayin it was MY baby..and im like HEYY WAT THE HECK..let it be!hahaha..but the thing is im technically not the baby's mom but i was lyin in da bed as if i was..then pple came to visit me.(my friends n relatves..) den beside me i saw the odl man sittin down..and i was talkin to him..and thanking him for savin my baby's life...

god wat a bizzare dream..(but i was soo happy i had a baby :P) when i woke up and realized it was a stupid dream..i was tryina make myself get back into da dream.. AND DID I TELL U THE BABY WASS THE MOST SWEESTEST CUTEST ADORABLE LIL THING ON THIS EARTH!?!?!!*sighhhhhhhhhhh*

Posted by Sshree at 11:22 AM 0 comments

hmmm

S You are very broad-minded.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y You cause a lot of trouble
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind



__________________________________________________

A You can be very quiet when you have something
on your mind.

B You are always cautious when it comes to
meeting new people.

C You definitely have a partier side in you,
don't be shy to show it.

D You have trouble trusting people.

E You are a very exciting person.

F Everyone loves you.

G You have excellent ways of viewing people.

H You are not judgmental.

I You are always smiling and making others smile.

J Jealously

K You like to try new things.

L Love is something you deeply believe in.

M Success comes easily to you.

N You like to work, but you always want a break.

O You are very open-minded.

P You are very friendly and understanding.

Q You are a hypocrite.

R You are a social butterfly.

S You are very broad-minded.

T You have an attitude, a big one.

U You feel like you have to equal up to people's
standards.

V You have a very good physique and looks.

W You like your privacy.

X You never let people tell you what to do.

Y You cause a lot of trouble.

Z You're always fighting with someone


SO WAT DO U THINK? IS IT TRUE?

Posted by Sshree at 11:54 PM 0 comments

saddd sadd song

QUOTE OF THE DAYIn oneself lies the whole world and if you know how to look and learn, the door is there and the key is in your hand. Nobody on earth can give you either the key or the door to open, except yourself.


well..today im being more depressed than anyother day (anyother not so depressed day )...im havin this really
nauseous feel at the pit of my heart..or was that the lungs.. sumtimes i wonder if god really gave me this heart to love or to get hurt ... or prolly both.. only this is that my heart jus dun noe if sumthin is right or wrong..can i say my heart is stupid? (maybe that line was stupid on its own)anyway.. im jus feelin sooo sick.. and i havent even had lunch.. if i was normal i wud have stuffed my self up by now.. time says 6.03 in my compscreen... i got this 1500 word report to write.. 2more assignments to type.. but my brain jus doesnt seem to be constant... im rather helpless.. or maybe i shld say relentless to people...have i done sumthin so wrong dat i cant even feel sumthin? let it be right or wrong!..i dun noe..i really dun noe..my head says " forget love" but my heart says sumthin else...which EVEN I CANT seem to figure out... i think noone really can understand wat im goin through however close they seem to be ....i try my level best to figure out pple and act to their likes..but sumtimes i jus fail to do dat to myself .. act to my likes for once.. years ago.. i used to be selfish ,duncare attitude u noe.. someone opposite of me rite now.. but .. really at the end of the day..wat is it dats important?.. when i was selfish and not bothered .. i was much happier.. now i feel dat.. when i do "have" wat i want..im still not feelin dat way dat i used to feel.. its like.. everyone lookin down at me and i feel like im dressed up as a joker ..only thing is this time im not laughin with everyoneelse.. perhaps i shld look into myself and see wat i really want .. what I want!...isst wrong to be selfish? isst wrong to be happy and be self-content ..isst wrong to FEEL and not be bothered if it was right or wrong?

sometimes i wonder... when pple say life is a whole lotta funland... u jus need to know how to handle it?.. but realli IM SURE the whole lott who say dat life is easy.. i bet they have sumthin hidin inside dats dark and not to be mentioned...especially like for instance...
someone who goes arnd sayin life isnt so bad as u think it is.. they'll proly be havin lotta regrets and bitterness in them .. they jus wanna hide it...wats the point in all this...

dare i say life = mixed feelings ? so.. basically life is wat u feel.. whether ure happy ure sad..ure angry.. dats life innit?... sum pple can take things lite and be off like a butterfly while some put on a mask coverin the dark shadows in their lives..

i sit at the center of my stage ,
playin the part of the jester,
the audience only see the laughter and joy ,
never the pain or the cry ,
i never got to experience glee,
as i tearfully act my way with a merry pace,
with lively beats i recite my sad sad song,
and my gullible spectators jus singing along

Posted by Sshree at 5:38 PM 0 comments

uni huntin

im reallly really mad wit shivani.. she backed up on our plan today.. i hate pple doin dat!! asdjsodjasi!!!! anyway i cant be least bothered... atleast i'll have sum free time to study well ive been thinkin abt it teh uni huntin recently especially shivz beggin me to go wit her to study overseas...but then maybe i shldnt..cos... i mean i need to choose a uni cos of my preference i dun wanna choose sumthin jus cos she goina choose sumwhere.. i dun noe.. and a far away uni might do sum good for me(NOTE TO SELF:DUN LISTEN TO PPLE THINK ON URE OWN)..especially be independant and all...maybe i shld jus stick with ausstralia...i mean..especially if im done with my deg in jus one year..dat sounds promising.. i mean if i wanna do sumthin else..i can always do it after the one yr.. cos..it will be a waste if i dont do the 1 yr degree course..yea..im still lookin at all the prospects and shit i mean.. im gatherin da info.. and all.. and i think if im goina switch course im goina take up MEDIA and communicationz.. cos.. i think i cant seem to fit anythin else other than that.. anyway.. im kinda lost(which i am most of the time) but ya..i guess its abt time i grew up (not literally) .. universities in canada im still not sure abt them.. especially cos i dun noe anythin abt the system dere.. australia im kinda familiar aLIL...but jus dun choose sumthin cos of ure friends.. dats a note to self...bah.. im goina go study.. mom's dosa and chutney smells awesome..
l8r

Posted by Sshree at 12:17 PM 0 comments

iraqi's threats and the massacre


i think my bit on this whole is.. its jus TOO barbaric!!!!its an act of violence and hate !these baskets shld be condemned for life!! its like wild animals let on da loosE!! bah! its disgusting..disgrace to our human kind!!!THEY SHLD stop it really..and i think america is prolongging this NONSENSE!! blah!


anyway...i woke up arnd 10.30 today and goina go down my block to do sum serious studyin..:( maybe go out after dat..or maybe not.. bah.. im not really gettin the patience to type here much anymore.. no moood ..latez

Posted by Sshree at 12:49 PM 0 comments

S	Sweet
U	Unusual
G	Gorgeous
A	Adventurous
N	Nutty
Y	Yum
A	Ambitious

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
... THE NUTTY PART IS DEFINTELY 100 PERCENT TRUE

Posted by Sshree at 10:56 AM 0 comments

ducklies hehehehe dats soo cuteee!!!

anyway gettin ready to go temple now..maybe i'll add an entry tomorrow..argh

Posted by Sshree at 5:01 PM 0 comments

quizzed!

what kinda eyes you have??dun ask me abt these titles!!ugh
Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your
independant secretive and myseterious. You
appear cold and distant, but hey, at leats no
one messes with you.


What type of eyes do you have?
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WHAT kinda kiss are u?


You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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im tellin u i have NOTHIN To do with this.. i mean u noe..watever the result said.. i only kiss my dollies.. i even clicked dat on da site!!!!so um..ya..i dun noe nothin abt mysterious kissing..*blush*

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