colors of the sun

i jus realised this blog spot.... i cant seem to write EVERYTHING I FEEL..but nonetheless... (i do need sum thing for only myself to know)...well for wat I CAN say..is that...IM DEAD CLUELESS... I THINK I DUN want a guy in my life...yea sounds very normal of me..but its jus.. the ones i like jus too unatttainable..and the ones i get annoyed with are the ones buggin me...i dun noe.... its like.. my life could have been simple..but i tend to make it complicated... i feel wretched...maybe its my pms kickin in..but no.. really i mean.. look at it this way..my life was pathetic when i had too many stuff to do.. when i had too LIttle stuff to do..when it didnt involve guys...and WHEN it did involve guys.. wats the meanin of this?...i dun know..and to whoever it may concern..dis isnt abt u .. its like im rain dancing when its snowing and wearin fur on a hot summer day... u dig? (now dat is the result of too much analysing) my FAMILy, my Friends, my Love.. life... ,my studies, my career...Everything
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perhaps i do need a vacation.. but HOW? i got exams comin in august (OUI! BIG SURPRISE FOR my bday..hopin its my Deathday too) and shivz been buggin abt canada..
my MOM jus borrowed my phone..i hope she dun read stuff dat she shldnt read..OOPS


and on a personal note..i had lotta values and morales.. which i neva thought i'd break..but right now..i broke one of em... and im feelin SOO CRAPPY
.. life is a bitch rite now..wit me.. (addin alotta frigin attitude(e bitch)) get it?...bah nvm...

Posted by Sshree at 10:21 PM