mood swings
Everyone jus SEEms to know when im not in a good mood.dats when im dead serious.my classes start tomorrow and my dumb school did send me an email of my timetable .i never got it prolly cos it came under my junk and got deleted.whoohoo.i went to visit gay'3s mom at the hospital two days in a row.yesterday she was really sick.i felt horrible jus lookin at her!
im not being over dramatic.but she seriously reminded me of my mother.she had that pleasant face ,dat angelic face .
i guess dats what took me really down when i saw her lying there in pain .when we visited ,me, sombu aka deepz,vitz and jeevz ..she barely cud open her eyes ,i held her hand for sometime and i felt dat she was feeling gud for dat.we went there again today and i heard dat she walked a bit and dat really was a pleasant surprise especially when i KNEW my dear god wuddnt have let me down ever.we went and saw her talking, sitting up straight,laughing!
That was definetly a wonderful sight!poor gay3 already been thru so much.i hope everything is okay with her family.we bought her mom a card and we talked to her for sum time.made her laugh. it really feels great to make someone smile.dats also a reason why i have a great respect for pple who are cheery by nature. anyways i hope she continues to feel better !
another thing is dat ive always had a thing for hospitals .. u can either look at it in a dark scary place or a really happy and cheerful place. cos thats where people are born and die. that shld be a place of really great importance right. but ofcourse i never feel dat good unless im visiting someone who is delivering a baby or recovering from an illness.
wat i saw these two days i visited the hospital was dat theres really alot they can do to make someone whos sick feel better.got me thinking dat I SHLD do sumthing abt dat.since i DO love making people feel good..why shldnt i take up the initiative to get it down subsequently...
my sister cooked today.havent cooked in AGES really.i shld start cooking for my wallet sake.and also for my tongue sake.
i called and talked to him yesterday night for like 2 hrs.Man am i rejuvinated.i laughed so much.and dat laugh was really genuine.nobody makes me feel like that .i know dat for a fact.he knows we belong together.but hes the type who is anything but being melodramatic.me on the other hand,i live for that.personally i feel that this will work out if it was meant to be.we talk as friends.deep inside i jus know its more than that .im pretty sure he knows that too.
But he Never never admits it. he said he was glad i called him and that it was nice to hear my voice.i didnt expect him to say dat.but i was glowing inside when he did.I told him i jus called cos i was wonderin wat he'd been up to lately.*giving him e reason to why i called* he said he didnt ask for a reason. i jus ..stammered and said i had to tell him before he asked.
BUT i cant POSSIBLY say I MISSED HIM SO damn much dat i called now can i?i cud..but he'd prolly laugh and say u dont know wat ure talking abt..so im saving my feelings frm gettin hurt i guess.
i watched MILLIONDOLLARBABY finally..and..cried...loved it..kinda like a more sentimental twist to dat of e movie Girlfight ..nonetheless i love movies like that.kinda motivates me dat theres hella lot a girl can do in this male dominated world.the alpha males can relax.im not in for an arguement.
Posted by Sshree at 12:52 AM
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