colors of the sun

my latest splurges

dats supposed to be the details haha



my 14th denim


this Skirt is adorable. the color is fab u cant really see how great it is here though







lace thingz..





yay pretty and i got it for a bargain too!


I SPENt like so much money jus on clothes yesterday.. :(i feel TERRIBLE but good :D haha..i promise to myself im not goina spend anymore on clothes.:( i feel really outt of money now .:( i need to wait for dat PS2 :(yesterday was really fun.... guess WHY!?!

cos of this>>

WICKED ?? I know.im sure all u ladies will be feelin reallly bad abt it. but sorry sweet hearts.wish i cud bring u all too .And even my darling said i cud go!!hehehe vAlvuthaan .

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mumbo jumbo

An 8yr ex-bestfriend convo
scenario1:
shi----:dei im truely sorry that i hurt ya e truth is even though i got a boyfriend u always mean alot 2 me n u were never replaced u will always be ma bestfriend i dun wana fight with u anymore cos its jus upsetting me more im genuinely sorry will you forgive me?

previous me: okayy..but only if you promise never to do it again!
*process repeats*

scenario 2:
shi----:dei im truely sorry that i hurt ya e truth is even though i got a boyfriend u always mean alot 2 me n u were never replaced u will always be ma bestfriend i dun wana fight with u anymore cos its jus upsetting me more im genuinely sorry will you forgive me?

me:im sorry dei i lost the trust i had in a lotta pple who mattered to me before.i'll still be ure fren but i dun think i can be the same anymore.*i wud be lying if i did say i'll be e same*.things already changed .maybe it wasnt you i think it was me who changed i guess.


How can a glass be together again after its already been broken into a million pieces?how can someone actually think that everything wud be jus the way it was after a promise gets broken? maybe some pple take things like this as cheap,petty ,stupid behaviour. i only find it hurting dat they cud think u can cover up how much u got hurt and jus be normal for their sake of feeling bad .its like saying u dont need therapy after an accident! well im sorry im not a machine.i think dat is really very much a selfish act.doesnt really say that u genuinely feel sorry for u hurting me but for the sake of u not feeling guilty .


On a happy note: i made up with him :)life is great when im not sore with him. i think i really feel sumthing extra special .i knew it from the start.i dont wanna be wrong on this one .he gave me great advice yesterday nite too.which kinda really made me feel strong ..in a long time.i dont even think he knows how deep my feelings are for him.but im still going to keep that a secret until i can really show him how i reallly feel.people ask me if im seeing someone or single alot lately.i dont even know how to answer that.i feel that im already married to this lovable idiot.ure some crazy woman sugz.pagal!Oh ya i went out ta play pool with friends today,was fun.

I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home

Song:Picture Sheryl crow n Kid rock

I jus Love that song.not really the lyrics cos basically wat they sayin is dat both of em screwin arnd n watever but i like the whole mood of that song .oh yea i got my phone to connect with my computer.and IT ROCKS.i got like songs streaming in my phone!WHOOHOOO !how cool is that.i sound like a child who jus found a new toy.but yea its really cool.im going to get a memory card with more space too!SNEEZSH me!who needs ipod!




my living room.lol i dun noe why i took a picture of it.a typical tamilish house i guess.but i blog it anyways.




Tallest men on the planet made a visit to singapore.and i was lucky to catch them at the serangoon road.it was soo freakky they were HUGE!like their hands were bigger than the size of my head.haha.i was like staring at them thru out .i wasnt the only one either. the whole street turned to look at them.celebrities for being themselves.What can beat that eh?! heck what I really wonder is who is tall enuff to be their wifes.i guess in afghanistan or pakistan.(wherever they frm) the brides will the dat tall too?.even if ure 6 feet i doubt that will match up to thier 8 or 9 feet height! heck.now im happy with my short self.amen to dat!

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Gaming urge and my Poop life

the passion is back again.and really wanna get PS2.heard xbox catch fire these days.Things dat i think is worth my money r,GTA (i dun think they sell dat here ugh),Nba street3(by the time THAT comes out in singapore ,my hair will turn grey),NFSU 1 or 2 ,siggh..oh ya 50cents got a new game too BulletProof,*seems like every celebrity wants to be 3d character* but i saw the trailer ..no big hoohaa surprise ta me.its jus been recently launched.karate kicking 50cents.and not e body flauntin fifty,,,sorry its fitty not fifty haha.

New Tracks im LOVIN:
*Switch-will smith *YAOOOZZZerzz!!!!*
HE IS SO hmmmmGHMMM fYNE!its like a man with perfection even ..ahh forget it i'll continue this in my daydream
*OH-ciara feat ludacris (pure rnb no crunk involved)
*k.i.s.s me-mariah carey/jadakiss,not really new but im lovin it stilll..


i saw the oprah 's prime time show with will smith as a guest.for dat hitch movie promo thing.OMG dat show was friggin hilarious.i feel like recording dat show !!and damn that lucky woman got a kiss from willsmith.

If one day you feel like crying
call me
i dont promise you that i will make you laugh,
but i can cry with you
if one day you want to run away
dun be afraid to call me
i dun promise to stay but i can run with you
if one day you dont want to listen to anybody
call me
i promise to be very quiet
if one day you call me and theres no answer
come fast to see me perhaps i need you

-i think this is beautiful

i want one of those! :( now i know wat to ask for my 21 st birthday.I dont care im moving out if they dun let me get a dog!


added one day later i didnt feel like addin another post:

im in big shit. crap.poopie.poopoo.brown dutt.Blob.kakaa.my exam details have lotta messed up problems now.I swear that school is jus a big pile of decomposed kakaa.giving me headache.things are looking pretty bad rite now.fought with him.family probz.school probz.career probs.life probz.wat isnt a prob u say.


theres a funeral down my block.why do they have to have funerals and wedding luncheons and birthday parties at the Same damn place?.i can take luncheons and birthday parties.but funerals? trust me.i dont really get good sleep on usual days.and the fact that theres a dead body lying one level below ure bedroom is NOT helping much.And its a chinese funeral and usually chinese have the body lying there for 3-4 days.and i usualy sleep at 2 am or 3!?*helpless look*and i was alone yesterday.i jus get intimidated with funerals.i jus dont know why i jus hate to be anywhere near death .not scared of death .jus scared of dead people.i hate talking abt dead people in the night.i dont like looking at people when they are dead. this reminds me of how i felt during my distant uncle's funeral.Indians have a tradition of mourning loud at funerals.while 5 of his daughters were crying out loud on my shoulders wat i could think of was *OMG this is my first funeral dat ive attended* but ofcourse that feeling was jus for few seconds.and please dont say im a ruthless inhumane person cos i felt dat way.the only death ive ever seen was my pet birdies and fishes.and one of my friends dad's funeral but i didnt even stand with all the people at that funeral i was liek 10 and i freaked out when i found out the dad was actually murdered.*im hoping dats a normal situation to freak out *
my sister on the other hand was brave enough to see his face in the casket.

but WHAT was the HIGHLIGHT death ive actually seen? i saw a dead body *possibly murdered* and no this wasnt the friends dad.but this was in india.when i was on my way to kerala airport to get back to singapore.i was stil in the border of kerala and tamilnad .and i saw this man on the river/pond bank .lying there dead. and there was police and lotta villagers arnd. and i saw the body it was so pale and u noe how dead bodies look like when they are in the water too long.Oh god dat was horrifying . thankfully i only caught a glimse of that for 5 secs.but i still can picture wat i saw that day! and ofcourse thankfully i didnt get a nightmare outt of it!...yet...

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What kinda bra and um panties are u?

HAHAHAHAA...

You Are Black Lace Panties! You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class. You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexyness. Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately. Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match. What Kind of Panties Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

You Are a Flashy Red Bra! Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating. You're a charmer, with your pick of the men. But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are. You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests! What Kind of Bra Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

ROFL ..WOWSers..i keep gettin red in all the color quizzes..i was in a quiz spree yesterday night. these quizzes are fulla bullshit..but its fun lol ..

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what kinda pjs are u?

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear You enjoy the simple things in life and aren't hard to please You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love And you're confident enough to pull it off - without being overbearing What Kind of PJ's Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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what kinda chocolate are you?

You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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are you a shopaholic?

You are a Balanced Babe! You're direct and to the point, but never dramatic You've got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

Are You a Shopaholic? Take This Quiz :-)



Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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what kinda bikini are u?

You Are a Brazilian Bikini! You are confident, flirty, and rockin' in a skimpy bikini. You've got the bod to wear almost any swimsuit... So you choose minimal coverage - and maximum tan What Kind of Bikini Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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what season are u?

You Are Summer! Outgoing Friendly Flirty Cute Fun What Season Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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How butch or femme are u?

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What scent are u?

Your Scent is Glow Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus. What Scent Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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What Kind of Sexy Are You?

You Are Sensual Sexy You exude a luxiourous sensuality in your everyday life Turning heads every where you go, it's all about your sexy attitude. You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos. Your biggest problem is that your utra sexy self sometimes scares men away. What Kind of Sexy Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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What's Your Inner Elemental Sex Goddess?

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My new subdomain is "Brownsugarfactory".pls change it accordingly .thnks and sorry for e inconvienience.

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change my pitch up ,sMack my B**** up

funny video of NBC conan link: Here




FINE u dumbasses I took down the post!BUT i still say killin chickens like dat is GOina get yu a hallpass to HELLroad!!MORONS! (they took down my blog cos of the Boycott thing!) *U take my blog down now ! BUT u have TO ANSWER!!to those poor chicken souls!!*
imagine how many poor chickens are probably wanderin arnd in the other world?!okay now im jus being dramatic.IM still NOT happy .

yea watever man.im so pissed i didnt have enuff sleep yesterday i went to bed at 3 am woke up at 6 and after dat slept and dreamed of scary resident evil sorta gooey alienish sharptooth monster aliens going inside pples bodies.not a pretty sight.and i was hoping tyrese wud come in my dreams!*and u too sweet hart :P*

im feelin pretty good right now.This indian Numerology thing realy is SUMthin man! this book i bought in india ..its like reading abt pples characters to the core.its SOOOO true.but i jus know one thing though..theres alooooong way in life to go.jus enjoyin the bits and pieces of it.life is great.-BLOGg'd at 10 am

my sister got that 3generation Phone!but the thing I envy abt dat phone is its resolution :( *bah watever :) im happy with mine actually no other phone beats mine*so BOoya ;P

Song of the moment :prodigy-*change my pitch up ,smack my bitch up*
WHAAAA WHAAA?dis song ragin with Hotness i was dancin to it thru out after i got the cd!goina blast it again before goina bed.

my dad bak .we went out for lunch.did some monthly shopping.

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spotlessly clean

oh dear oh dear ive never seen my house this beautiful..well it was when we moved in.. for two whole days there was Hard labor in my house.. we even had help come over..yes my darlin usha ..she helped us so much.. now im really amazed at the will power and ACTual energy i have..i guess ive been jus lazy .i have taken up a Upbeat attitude .Im goina be the Queen of cleaning.. the matriarch of mopping.haha its actually so much fun when a friend comes over too.gives u so much energy it jus comes outta nowhere. i have my water fountain up and runnin..i have my whole of the hall cleaned up.i still have my room to clear out though.but yea all in time.im goina get in new furniture too. maybe i will be a good housewife one day *u HAVE to see my house okay dun argue*

oh i think those folks are comin tonite,god knows how and wat im goina entertain them with.but oh well.

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My Top Ten destinations to visit in this lifetime

My Top Ten destinations to visit in this lifetime
(in no particular order)

1)SAN Francisco,America-

An artist's , a free thinker's paradise.Its also where outkasts(like me) are welcome .This place is said to be the center of great artists and writers! Im so in awe with this city after hollywood .Im really not a big fan of visiting America,and i have a valid reason for that too.I personally feel im not in Sync with its culture. BUt yea San francisco is an exception.I really wanna visit this place where you wine and dine And be entertained at the same time. And you may argue san franciso showcases Most of america's culture or wat not.But compared to other cities and states which are jus so constricted in many ways,san francisco sounds very laid back and inspiring.


2)Cairo ,EGYPT-

What i like about egypt?More Like What do i Not like abt it.im a huge egypt enthusiast?Where do I start,First thing im dying to see is The museum.It seems Theres way too much information to actually showcase at that museum and alot of interesting stuff are locked away.The second thing i wanna see is visit the Temples. Hopefully the Sun temple at the south of egypt.I want to See the cat Temples too.Ive read that Cat mummies were given to temples long time ago as an offering to Bast.But since they couldnt find Cat mummies that often,cat mummies could Be pre ordered to get one ready for business.If you know wat i mean.Wat a horrific thing to do!Now Egypt is a full Islamic cultured country.Its kinda sad that all that Egyptian ancestory is gone .i meant with the culture.ANother thing i want to do In egypt is join those camel races they have.I know.I jus ADORE the thought of it.Oh ya and find atleast one bone/or stone.outta the dessert .


3)BAHAMAS-

THE sun, The sand,The beach,Tan skinz and a whole lotta bohemian tingz with a sprinkle of American culture.The beaches are golden the water is turquoise .what more do you need to enjoy god's gift ?and It would be a rhetorical question if you asked why i want to go bahamas.


4)BElize-


for All the same reasons as mentioned for Bahamas but the only difference is the mayan architectures



5)IRELAND-

VISIT is Purely for the informative and research purposes.To find leprehauns and fairies.

6)Trinidad AND Tobago-

I was born there in my previous life and i have to visit it in this life.And Hell Who havent heard of their wildest carnivals?? *cha cha cha raaacha cha cha*I Belong there.

7)rio de janeiro,Brazil -


To watch a live soccer game there.I hear its got Amazing feeling in the stadiums during a match.Those pple breathe soccer for gods sake.And heres the 411 on other aspects of rio.It has a majestic beauty, with built-up areas nestled between a magnificent bay and dazzling beaches on one side and an abruptly rising mountain range, covered by a luxuriant tropical forest, on the other. Rio's cultural life is intense and varied. Perhaps at no time is the city's festive reputation better displayed than during the annual carnaval which enlivens the city for 3 solid days with music, singing, parties, balls, and samba dancing ladies n gentz in extravagent costumes.Its is in the pursuit of leisure that Rio is outstanding. With its world famous beaches free to all, its splendid bay, one of the loveliest in the world, and its wonderful climate, a blend of summer and springtime, Rio de Janeiro is a city that lives in and for the sun.



8)venice,Italy-

Take a boat ride at the canal in venice and walk through those narrow streets,and see That beautiful architecture i learnt abt in art class ages ago.



9)Paris,FRANCE-

DOi! TO Shop and have cafe'au latte at those lovely cafes, the restraunts and eat
lobsters!!DOi!!and ofcourse try to fake dat sexy french accent..Bonjour



and of course...

God bless
10)vancouver,CANADA-

Have you seen those hills and mountains..The flowers on the ground are not plastic flowers like dat actually grow!!!*shocked*Heck i SO wanna see that.and oh ya for All dat Snow!make snow angels.yadda yadda yadda and wear a moose hat.

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jibberish

goodness gracious me-.Luv it.they actually had parminder nagra on one of the episodes.mad funny
Kumars at no 42-i dun really find it funny.jus annoying.
Mind your language-i miss it. its another English show with indianish touch
it so happens the English people Love the indians and pakiz way of doing thingz


Personal note:dont ever tell a guy if an another female particularly someone
famous icon they fancy is hot(*YEA YEA we know alicia keys is fyne as hell*)- they'd neva stop on how hot they look and den suddenly start to compare u with them.. lol so avoid those sexist topics.. instead try "Chicken is good" hehe


Tracks :
put him out -ms dynamite
Your little girl needs a daddy I agree but the fool is far from that
Any boy can be a father, that ain't reason enough 2 keep on takin him back
He never reads with her or takes her out that shits called neglect you hear
Sure she confused and tired of always seeing mummas face bruised and drowned in
tears
Look what you showin her by lettin him disrespect you
'You just growin her 2 think that it's something that all men do
You owe it 2 yourself and your daughter cos she thinks it's all alright
When she get older follow the footsteps you showed her how you gonna look her
in the eye'

SO all u ladies realise!!!!

see it in a boys eyes -jamelia
sandai kolzhi-ayutha elzuthu *winkz winkz*

Video:
weezer -island in the sun video
{This is MY most favourite video.lil animals playing and interacting with the band members. lion cubs.baby orangutans.its beautiful}

I NEED a Doggie RIGHT Now!!!*crosses hands wit a cross face* I dont care if i sound Childish..i want ONE!!! *sad face*,even a kitty wouldnt be bad, or perhaps a chimpanzee?..OKAY fine atleast a baby!u know wat i think.. i think they shld have like a rent out babies /pets thing. u noe volunteer babysitting thing. where you pay pple to let u babysit em .That would solve so many hopeful kids and *pple like me*.i think i'll start up a line of *animal entertainer or... animal clown woman * or baby's pet.. or sum shit like dat.Argh ya i sound pathetic.


yesterday*considering yesterday was hrs ago* i came back home 4am from the club.Which was The most nightmare any clubber cud prolly face.one wanky white guy playing pool.white guy gettin drunk while playin pool.white guy Gettin drunk and dancing "cool" while playin pool.white guy gettin bad by the min at pool due to the alcohol. white guy Annoyin the fuck outta everyone arnd .retarded looks from the white guy. white guy stepped on coupla friends foot. the stupid club was like shiat . it wasnt "hot ".ya feel me?i ended up starin at the lame pool area where i cuddnt have had a shot anyways, cos this one geek boy was on a roll beatin every guy at pool. the dance floor was Ragin with two piss drunk gurls gettin in on. u cud practically walk across the dancefloor and still feel the cold room.this never happened in any of my days of clubbing.I wasnt in the mood to party .so i didnt complain then.right now i am. the best part of the whole thing was i got to drink a lil. have a Fabulous mee goreng at 3 am.and i found out wat to get for kelZ it was so wacky.FHM ,maxim ..dat sorta magazines. i cudnt sense kel with a cute teddy bear or a plush toy right? haha.. and i think i shld give something he really wuddnt mind carryin arnd.lol.i had three dinners yesterday too. one at 5 pm,one at 9 pm *sting ray *yum yum* and one at 3 am .hey a gurl's gotta eat when a gurl's gotta eat .but i think kel was happy. we got him our traditional groupie cake ..the one i got for my bday,e one my sis got for hers,every ones had that cake at one point.


voila!! dun mind dat beer cups .it was the guys side drinks. they are sooo Crazy.LOl

the most ridiculous thing i ever saw was there at the club ..ive never seen one of those but hey i agree i am naive.it was a condom dispenser!!like how u get sanitary pads and tissue papers. Wat in the world..

SS is so fulla nonsense.. but i think his nonsense clicks with my nonsense.does that make sense?lol But ofcourse im going to be bery bery serious abt it *stern face* neva felt this Right abt anything in my life before .but ya he has his jerky ways to annoy me and irritate me.its like a lovable idiot kinda scenario if u noe wat i mean lol.

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diary of a mad black woman

Posted by Sshree at 1:41 PM 0 comments

partay again

"Only a bitch like me could love a bastard like him "

i saw these funny teeshirt wordings dat caught my eye..

* They call It PMS because mad cow disease was already taken
* i know im not perfect but im SO close it scares me...hehe
* im not fluent in idiot .so please speak very slowly to me..
* Its not an ATTItude its the way i am ..
* How may i ignore you today..
* i Need a vacation ...-(dat i do!!)
* According to my wife Im very happy- hehe poor dude
* We all have problems mine are jus more important than yours.-OUCH!!!
* If you see me getting smaller its because im leaving
* MOTHER does all the work,but father still thinks he knows best
* IF life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life
* why dont we jus get wasted and have the time of our life - HEHE love this one
* I'd have a nice day but my wife has other plans
* stupidity.repeating the same action expecting different results
* Denial is a good thing if used properly
* JOE hundred-aire -ROFL!!!!!


i wanna get a wacky teeshirt tooo



added new blog links :
Idly,sambar,vadai-i find dis blog really interesting
LazyGeek -i really think this blogger is the one i can relate to e most..when i always search abt sumthin weird things.this blog pops up e first page

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