colors of the sun

i realised something different on how u view people...
it doesnt matter what they think of you,or wat you think
of them.coz basically i think ive been trying to cheat
to myself; about whatreally matters,as long as you
know wat really matters ,then it shldnt
even bother about what really people think or wat
you think of people,rite. in the end it doesnt even
matter, cos nobody comes with you til the
end. noone ever is.people are mere acquaintance
until your main purpose of life ,to die ?
People jus are dying to live another day ,
but eventually nomatter wat you jus cant cheat death. :)


Nomatter how much people hate me or love me,i'll be
content i know who i am and definetly dont need to prove
anyone anything rite? its all for the best



And im having so Much fun at the drama rehearsals!!
its soohilarious i die laughing everytime.im
sure this project is goina
be a huggge hit..haha..Jabbar was soo
hilarious yesterday,he was
my "husband".lol .but yea my wonderful Loopy
director changed dat
too.now i have a new husband..God dats sounds so horrible!
my favorite of all is the jalra.SUCH a cute kid!hahaa i swear hes
like this lil clueless boy runnin arnd sort. but yea ,hahaa the
naatamai is accidentally HIllarious as hell! too many bloopers
dat its super tummyachin funny. u noe how they say the journey
itself is more interesting than the destination ?i find this drama
as such. fantastic.im getting so inspired with this whole thing really.


one of my uncle's long time friend is getting married and hes gettin
married in perak,malaysia.i used to know this anna since
i was born i think,but somehow he doesnt seem to sound
the fun self he used to be 11 yrs ago..ahhhh so
sad how people change.anyway my dad is thinking of going
for the wedding.but i jus saw how friggin far
perak is *confused* i doubt appa wants to travel dat far?!!
and besides mumzy not here aswell..im not really
in the mood for any grand festivities.


my new computer came in yesterday,jeesus christ i could have
my own computer lab,i have three computers now countin e new
one already but ofcourse one of them is ancient!and right now im
using only one.im hoping i cud get one of the comps to my room..
but it wud need more wiring.blah.and my room is already conjested
as it is .i dreamt of something SUPER today,i dreamt i was at this
HUGE warehouse where they sold practically EVERYTHING and it was
on 80% sale.hell and my mom told me the 17 golden words *hehe*any
mom wud say .."tell me wat u want to get and i'll write a list down so
we dont forget" and i REALLY thought i was in heaven, man i wish i was
rich...

If I was a rich girl nana na an na ana na na
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl


Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first-class to my fancy house in London town

BRING IT ON !!oh yea


Oh yea i know why ive been so NOT-incontrol of my emotions...dats cos its
been three months since i meditated .i was really at peace when i was on my
rooftop back in india lookin out at that orangey sky at dusk,and jus breathing
so well i felt so healthy,i cant even seem to get good vegetarian food,everywhere
i go i get reminded of meat and i end up eatin that!i even stopped my monday-vegetarian-fasting *wonder wat they call those typa fasting*



i havent even touched my sketch book since ages!!i need to get back on
all of that stress relieving activities.haha NOthing vulgur *u corrupted minds*

Favourite song of the moment:

Suppose Unnai Kaadhalichu,Suppose Naanum Baedhalichu,Suppose Enna Kattikkoanaa,Enna Solvaai

i think dats like the cutest song ive heard in a long time.